My first time.

:P what a title. wakakka. Well, have been busy this few days, Finally finished my typo work. Printed them too. *phew, finally* Then ad principles ab say to abai so, yah, okie since there is not much time to execute them for friday. Gone thru photography class, it was okay la. (credits to zhi, wakakka, for some questions :p) I did some on my own also la, so, ai yar. Give me a break la. Will be getting A for photgraphy class also, hehehe. Provided if i attend the last class also la, so that attendence will remain full.

My 1st time. Here goes,
Got a job to help with x'mas deco in bakerzin. Which is kinda cool cause i totally love it. So went to bakerzin at like abt 10pm, when eveyone is like going home. So bk will be like empty. Den, started out some work. But din manage to do much la. Since like, there wasnt enuf of stuff. So, Just fixed the lights. Feels kinda weird la, for the 1st time, i can jump at bk. wakkaka.. Then look thru all the freezers and cupboards.. Steal some food. :p (Call me a greedy pig, when it comes to bakerzin's food/dessert, they so rock my world.) I went to the storeroom also, man the big frezer there is so so fun. Feels like genting. hahah. But also like pity my sis la. She has so much to do, like check stock, carry some freaking heavy stuff from one outlet to the other, cook/bake, etc. I officially announce her as ms. superwoman, i have to, i just do. Okay, back to topic, somehting happened to the lights when i fixed the lightings with newton. Smoke like puff out, freakin scare me man. *argh* lucky nothing big happened. Or not i will ad be so dead now. hehehe. I went home at abt like 2 am. Yet i am loving what i have to do for bakerzin, its not much, but i am havin fun. :) So *cheers*. Might actually consider like taking this up as a job, like deco, craft and art. Man, i so lurve them. :P

Thats abt it la, will blog more soon.
So, later. :)

This is the title.

Well, this is the title to summarise my week.
Evryday is an aventure for me. As, eveyday i have to meet diff deadlines. Finally my typo work is on track, just a little touch up i can pass it up this coming saturday. *cheers* But, the press ad is a pain la, cause i have to start from scratch plus the way the lec want me to make it is kinda not really what i had in mind. But, fcuk it la. Better just follow la since she is the one grading it.
Went to alot of places this week man. Like klcc, low yat, sungai wang, star hill, lot 10, curve, ikea, 1u, and also count pyramid in la since my col is liek so near. Yah, its like omg la. Went to half of the existing malls. :P (call me crazie, i think i am.)
Today, i had dim sum at star hill then walk ard a bit. Then head to sungai wang. It is okay, not that pack. It was a catch la since io saw alot of cosplay ppl. Waakak.. they were dress in all sort of clothes, lolita, gothic, punk, ghost. etc. Some were kinda like, scary. :p but it was cool la to see ppl dress up. It was for some comic fiesta. Din get anything from there though. (i am on shopping strike, well, kinda m.) So urgent to low yat instead. Wanted to wait for pc fair, but it seems the price diff is like ten bucks, and that time will be super pack till i won have time to think abt what i want. So got them today. A speaker and a lappie cooler. Loving my Sonicgearlar. I got a blak one so look pretty stylish, BUT here comes the fun part. The wiring is not long enuf, so, tmr i got to go get more wiring.. Fcuk@#$#$%%^!!! o well, tmr lor then. *sigh*
It is gonna be the 2nd last week ad. Mama, please help me. I am so in holiday mood. I need to help my sista deco bakerzin soon. *yipee* wakakka. Love this kind of job la, so today also went ikea to shop for deco. :) For dinner, i ate tiger prawn and beef at The Ship. (man, the tiger prawn is so like omg.!) Anyways back to topic, Yah, 2nd last week. Means alot of assignment to meeetttt! Next/ This week, i will have moral and photography test, packaging, Hurm.. what else? OH, ad campaign which is kinda like no where now, but soon to have la since tmr will have meeting cause got late clas. ( Shiat, i so hate to drive at nite) Thats abt it. Not much la, i guess.. :P
Been doing some thinking these days, and i concluded it with these words.
-mix
-deep
-heart
-waiting
-cherish
-miss
-secret
-luck
-couple
-fate
-wish
-anxiety
-hope
Thats abt it. hahaha. Just some words la. Anyways, i got to start of with my typo work! So ta!

I got to stop rite there.

If you're not the one then why does my soul feel glad today?

If you're not the one then why does my hand fit yours this way?
If you are not mine then why does your heart return my call?
If you are not mine would I have the strength to stand at all?

I never know what the future brings
But I know you are here with me now
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with

I don't wannna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am?
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

If I don't need you then why am I crying on my bed?
If I don't need you then why does your name resound in my head?
If you're not for me then why does this distance maim my life?
If you're not for me then why do I dream of you as my wife?

I don't know why you're so far away
But I know that this much is true
We'll make it through
And I hope you are the one I share my life with
And I wish that you could be the one I die with
And I'm praying you're the one I build my home with
I hope I love you all my life

I don't wanna run away but I can't take it, I don't understand
If I'm not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?

'Cause I miss you, body and soul so strong that it takes my breath away
And I breathe you into my heart and pray for the strength to stand today
'Cause I love you, whether it's wrong or right
And though I can't be with you tonight
You know my heart is by your side

I don’t wanna run away but I can’t take it, I don’t understand
If I’m not made for you then why does my heart tell me that I am
Is there any way that I can stay in your arms?
If u're not the one.
by Daniel Bedingfield.

A song,
a way to express,
brings us places,
This song,
I love.

Well, today was a blast la. woke up early. Then went strolling with mum. My main purpose was to get another pair of shoe. So yah, mum brought me to klcc. I guess its just my luck la, don have what i want. (curse u topshop) Then, It all happens again. There were like two of them. All in new designs. Shiat. I got crazy and ran to spread the news to my mum. I am sick, i am obsess. I am, i know. Then at last. I bought it. (No, no, my mum bought it.)

Lesportsac
Tokidoki

Okay, i know. I got to STOP buying things. Just that is a temptation. I see it, I need it, I love it. But, i will, stop buying things till January. Even if i do buy, it got to be my own money. A promise that i got to live with.

Alot of assign to meet, alot on my mind. I just wish all this will go away. So i may just, rest. So cant wait for hols man. *argh*

Aneways, Got to run ad la, no time for super long post. :P Later.

*Welcome back lala, in abby's com.

You are playin' with me.

I am sure u are. The time when i bring umbrella, u shine down so brightly at me; when i don't, u pour down on me! What the. *argh* Today had to run with my hoodie and jacket in the rain. Stupid la, the weather is so unpredictable. Dumb, after when i reach my car, it actually stop rain a lil'. Fckin piss that the place i park it was flooded. Later then was fine though. Went to aunt's place after i drop jee off. Mahjong. One of my new learned skill. Played for a while la, and i won. Wakakak.. some small deal only la. So no big la. Then was too free so served red bean to all the other uncle and auntties there. I like la, to hang out with aunties and my mum. Like feel i can just be myself, have fun and relax:p (As weird as it sounds, but, yah its true. plus I havent seen my aunt since like 2 weeks ago, so i mis her la) hehehe.

My poor baby. They are sick. :/ My dad & my sis. AwwW.. it has bean days, and my dad is still like that. His voice sound like a lil' chipmunk now since he got flu. wakakak. i call him "fei tut". Find him so annoying at times (ding dong will just take the remote and switch my tv channel, damn.), but yet sometimes just like a big kidd. I guess, i cant expect more la. Since he is a very good provider. (See him payin off my bills, feeel so sorry.) He will just do anything to make his lil' girls happy, and even if he don express it out in words, of we needed anything, we can just get it. He wont whine, he wont grumble. (Works with my mac, mobile & evrything else:p) Just as long as we need it. So, for that, i pray he get well sooon la, since he is kinda old ad.(pushing 60,unexpected) As for my sis, she dumbo la. So call outlet chef, need to wash plates. Then caught the sickness when it was too stuffy. *sigh*. Just too much sometimes. But i am sure she will be okay. Her bf will take care of her. :)

Saturday, man. Lots of asign to meet. Gonna have a funny exam also. Logo test??! Hurm. Need to finish up my packaging la, and mock-up. ( Someone, somthing, just take me away, please?) Just a couple of weeks, I need to hang in there. Oh, in clas today heard abt some drawin trip to penang. OMG la. more drawin? i bet none of us will go. So haha, like jee say. I shall just buy my own tic adn ice kacang and sit there to stare and laugh at u guys who need to draw:p I guess, yah, it would be an experience la. But i cant expect who are the ppl who will be going, so nah. No Thanks.

Lollipop, i so lose hope in watching. Still will la, some time. Xiao ma wasnt one of the six to be chosen. Fckin sad la, so like whats the whole point again. Seeing all those guys make me think like why is my life so sad. Fill with no excitement or any cute guys like so. Come la girls, boy scouting, clubbin'. wakakak. I guess evryone is just feeling the same. But in life there is so much more things more important, and so, we just wish things will go our way la. At least i do. :)

note* Lala, get yr ass back online la. Less one more person to crap with is just bore.

I swear, i swear.

Damn, i am so not eating satay, ketupat, lobster, etc. ANYmore. Took me fckin long to finally finish the stupid product. Well, i did start only at 10 to do my work. But, its ad early. Just that this week, had to meet deadlines. So din manage to touch my product. Like yesterday, had steamboat so like kinda reach home late at 11. Started to brain storm for the comm service folder. Which i did till 530 am. (volunteer do finish it since like the others had marker clas, ah, so i do la) At 530 itself, i tried so hard to slep. I think i might be sick or sumthing, 530 but i still still staring into space. Gawd, help me! Spare me some sleeping time la. *argh* Yet, one thing good is, eventhough if i din slep enuf i still will be fine in col la, bek to my daily happy come lucky routine. wakaka. :p I know la, i am kinda just starting with at this drawing stuff, i so promise myself that i will try to start work even earlier, hate hate hate to rush!!!! I actually tawt of abai-ing the work, but its kinda wasted la. No point end of the term only lose semangat in meeting all assign deadlines rite. But, yah. Its all good now:)

Got a moment to think abt stuff today. (I love to wander off) I would so like to find a guy who can cook for me, bake or whatver. I find them sweet, adorable, cuddly ( a full description of a teddy bear) wakakka. I dunno la, got this tawt while i was at the bakery. This guy semangat baking a cake. Though actually in my family there is ad like what 2 chefs/baker (my sis), whatver they do la, too complicated to categorize from like what hotside, cakes, cuisine, yada, yada, yada. Probably eveyone will be thinkin they actually specialise in that when they were in college, NOP. they both have some degree , hurm.. marketing, finance, business. Its a twist la from wht they are doing now. Okay, back to the guy. Oh, and if the guy is good in drawing, art, design. I would firstly ask him to teach me how to improve on my simplify figure hair. (Trust me, they look like shit) I guess, its just meant to be la. Its too earlt to dream anyways, since I am not even asleep. :P But i am so looking forward in studyin abroad la, better chances there! hehehe :) *drools* Oh, wishing early Happy Anni to Jee (happy to help him out with his masterpiece, wakakka)

I think i will buzz now, I dont wanan be late for class AGAIN. (so not me okay, i am no slacker.)
So, ta. Post soon.

Just another week.

Well, a week has just go by. Oh, before i forget. Happy bday jie!! too bad i cant get her, or not i will sure bug her.. wakakak. There are a few highlights which i wanna blog abt.

肥田囍事 To grow with Love.

Woo hoo~ finally finish this show from tvb. I have to admit, i am a freaking tv addict. Watched most of the dramas i can get hold of. :p But this drama is pretty special. For once the main actress is actually fat!! wakakka. She got all chubby just for this drama (ppl professional, who wouldn't, after that got slimming programme for free!) yah, she pretty good. This drama show how ppl think and discriminate fat ppl.. Its true. Fuckin unfair. How she fell in love, but the guy (andy) only thinks of her as a pig. If the ending she did not get to be with andy i will so fckin hate this show. (she did la of course) Besides, the theme song and sub theme song is cute la. It also keeps me wondering, whether there is just that 2 person on earth who can read each others mind, just like her and andy, but thats just in the drama la. Will it happen in reality?

What is love? I seriously feel its like what "not the time for love" season. Sad to see like, when u love someone and u cant be with the person. Then your heart will be like *argh* (i rather die). But how also, u got to move on, u got to live yr life. Then sometimes, u just wish u just get to see that person, even for just a glimpse. But NO, fat hope. nada. When u do see that person, (finally) that will be yr happiest moment, it will so brighten yr day. *sigh* These are the norm la, perhaps missing someone it is also a way to love. Whether to let the person know or not, whether u still can be frens after the confession? It will be a even bigger prob, a problem which also requires courage and lotsa bravery. So, is it better not to love?? :/ well, for all the love, i just wander off in my thoughts. I guess, when it comes, it comes, it goes, it is so gone! :p So pray for u guys, better luck in love.


So in love with this muvee!! hehehe.. :p for one, the guy is so hawt! *slurp*. The other cool thing is, this muvee is kinda the guy version of Charmed. In charmed there is " The book of Shadows". In convenant, "The book of Damnation". I just cant resits all this kinda magical stuff. Perhaps some would say that it would be childish to even dream of havin some power of my own. But, who cares? wakaka, i wont mind havin some power. yah, childish or not, imagine what u can do if u had some power or some kind. I think this muvee ought to have like a 2nd epi since like the baddie was no where to be found later at the ending. For now, i will be waiting. Waiting.

The other thing is, one of my fren. She is getting married. OMG la rite. haha.. she is just the same age as i am. I am still thinking whther i wanna attend her wedding party. (I am not that close to her back in the school days) When will be a perfect time for a girl to get married anyway? Though, i really wonder how har hubbie look like. And why is she getting married so fast, izit because of.. Hurm.. unprotected sex?? wakkakaka.. Not nice to say and ask anyways la, since she is yah "a" fren. Will be find out soon la.. from someone. :p Though i still wish her all the best la!! *cheers*

This week, will be the 3rd week. Term gonna end soon. So damn fast. Kinda scarie also la, gonna have some presentations and also exams. (i am so not good with books) Then after that, will have a break! Hurm, have no idea whether its for 2 or 3 weeks though. Time really goes by just like *swish*. Okay, i am 20, and i am half way thru dip. Man, april, don u come so fast. i still wanna enjoy my "10's"! Pretty proud of this term though, did not miss any assign, visual skils improved a lil, so yay!! Enuf for me:)

So need to go finish up my simplify and also continue with some research! Later~*

Low, The other two.

Thoughts just went by while i driving just now, i do miss you. I wonder how u are? What u are doin? Are u okay? Did you buy anything for me? hahaha:p My sis, the elder one. She is currently in aussie, perth. Man, i really do miss havin' her ard. The middle pic was taken when i was there during my last holiday. I know, i know, i dont look like her or any one of them! *sigh* I myself dont see the resemblance. I wonder whether, she herself had expected herself to be far away from her family when she is my age, like did she make plans? Being away is an experience, but sometimes, when she calls, i rather wish she is here with me, with us. A simple family dinner, a day out. Sound so simple, yet its so hard to get us, my family and i, all five of us in a picture. I cant even remember the time when she was ard me. When i was schooling? Nop. College? Nop. Though i can remember that she loves to annoy me, hahah which is okay la, its just her way to show that she care. ehehhe. When i was there at her place, she made me caesar salad, my favourite!! She will go off early morning to class and later in the afternoon, we would meet up in the city to explore the place. At some days, she will go to work. Now she is waiting for her pr application. I cant wait for her to visit during CNY. :P I wanna get a purfect family picture. For now i can just pray that she has all the best things in life and that she will be happy with her new guy. Oh, Happy early bday:p! Lurve ya jie!! -Kelly-

Another, whom i see almost each day. ALMOST. Its kinda weird. We do stay under the same roof, but its like still uh huh. .. cause, when she goes to work, i am still asleep. Then she come bek, pretty tire and all so she sleeps while i kinda up till late. So our timing is like opposite. hahha. But yah, its still okay la, these days i see her more often. Her and her bf that is, :p I guess as long as she is happy, that is enuf for me la. Though sometimes see her pity her also ( she got promoted, yay!:p) cause she works too hard. Ad so small size also not enuf, still must skip her meals and get so so tire after a days work. Take care my dear sis, i give u some of my fats la.. wakkaka.. :p (i wish). When she has off, sometimes she will include me in her plans, she will go bring me ard to the shops.. heheh. The best part is, she cooks the best pasta ever!! Which is another one of my favourite. Its yummy i tell u!!! My sis, she is a very crazie person, she goes all go to please the person, to make others happy although she is damn damn tire.. (how angelic @!#*~) :P yah, for all the little things she does, i love her and i wish she will be always happy and TAke care!! -Alicia-


I think, both of my sis will kill me if they know i posted their pic. hahaha sorry la jies.. my blog wor, hehehe.. and i really wanna post abt the second best thing that has ever happen to me, my feelings and thoughts all this while. (1st is my parents la for sure,haha.) Well, at the moment in my life, i feel i am a luckiest girl on earth, to have them. But, it wasnt always liddat, when i was younger, they both turn against me, haha cause i was the youngest, a big tell-tale. (sorry la, i was just a little mummy's girl.) There were times, when we just shut each other out, for some reason which i cant even remember what.:p Bottom line, i know we are just meant to be, and 3 of us will always be "Low", Fate! Just like when we were young ( i guess i was, cause i cant remember anything abt a cake.. Hurm?). I love you jies! Take care kiez, i will always be there to annoy and brighten yr life with my silly acts, :p wakakaka! xoxo.

I commited a sin.

Yah, i seriously did. I shopped again! Shiat man. Mama, please kill me. It just comes natural to me to get things, and it has become a habit. :( If i had to live on my own with the way i spent and maintain my current lifestyle, i think i will be better off dead. hahaha. I guess, i have to try to change the way i am, i will try, i wil!:p

Today, i had visual class. It was okay, but guess what time i reach?? i think it was 10.10 and class was at 9.30! Whoops!!! i was like fckin' late, for a moment there i decided not to go for class, but ah, i dun wanna break my " not skipping class" record. So, i drove like a crazie, found a nice parking and up i go. Lucky sf din say anything, i just apologize and went to my spot. *phew* :p i din miss much anyways.

After class, me and the girls went to mv! It was kinda fun la, 1st time i ever went with them to mv. We went walking ard and that is went i started getting my hands full with bags of shopping! haha.. We also went for bowling, not me actually, them Abby, Lala, Ning. I just tumpang cause i was wearing skirt, so din wanna make a big scene, so just bowl a lil'. It was cool, with my skill i definately did not get like a strike. Just hit some pins la while it was lala's turn. Shes good la, hahaha.. scored the highest. Come to think of it, i din bowl for a long time. In fact, it was when i was still with my ex. He thaught me how to. I was all clumsy, and " i don know how to bowl". Thanks Chris sifu. wakakak.. thanks for the skills. :)

We also wanted to watch death note, so we waited till the reserve tic were available, but tough luck! SOLD OUT! shiat. A day out without muvee, just don seem prefect. Sorry guys, i shud have go see the tics before i even start shopping. :p There is like a fckin long list of shows i wanna see, *argh* but, just don seem to find the rite time. :( I guess Saturday will be prefect, rite? I do hope so.

The jam that i had to go thru was also crazie, like what the hell, how do ppl travel liddat everyday, its torturing. the chances of meeting with an accident is also higher, everyone shud just like fly to there destination. But, would there also be like jam in the sky? :/ Its all good la, along the way just chill with abby and lala.

When i came bek, i ate again. (ate sushi earlier) :P i am such a pig.. Must be some disease that i caught from one of my frens (pigs who love eating, u know who u are) hahaha.. No one can resists the temptation, definately not me since i LOVE dessert! Told my sis to get me sweet pleasure also. wakakka (BEST CAKE EVER!)

Anyways, got to go, be back soon. Wanna post on someone i miss. :) so later!

Girls Blak Book

This is my Underground Magazine for my Typo assign.

The girl of this front cover is Lara Fairie.

After i showed Sharon, she din really change much*phew*. She is famous for her act of changing ppl's work into in own style. She practically will just delete what u have done, and make a new one. But still, i respect her man, she is pro. The pic is kinda small so let me just tell u the topic i did , "99 ways I love you and also", "ultimate kissing guide". Wanted to choose some goth topics but was kinda scare that it will clash with my other classmates so chose these instead. The colors change here and there after i transfer it from ai to photoshop. So, bear with me. I love this kind of assign man, i can spent hours arranging and designing the layout. :p Wanna head off to bed (morning clas, was 20 mins late that day), so ta!

Lolli,Lollipop.

Yay! i finally finished all my assign for tmr. :)
i think it is pretty nice of sf to only give us like what, 1 product and 2 simplify. wakakka, which is kinda yeah, happiness since the workload those days were so hectic. Tmr will be havin' visual clas. But i feel this week kinda not so stress since i dont have to rush any typo work.. maybe just hurm the thumbs for what press ad.. or sumting liddat lar.. no idea how to get that done though.

Oh, i am so into this taiwan game show that i actually knew abt much more earlier b4 abby told me abt it. But that time, i was more into the guest going into the show, NOT the hawt guys that are there. Man, some of them don even look 22. Though, i need to give some credits to abby since she pass me the whole seasons show, no need me to load. So, Abby, if u are reading this, please download summore. I am ad at the 2nd epi, faster keep my mac loaded with the other epis! By the way, if u all are wondering what game show i am talking abt is "Lollipop" (Bang Bang Dang). Well, the guys there are good to see la, they are pretty talented also, some of them know how to dance and sing. girls will go all drooling looking their performance, i din, but i was impressed. :p You dont see guys liddat walking ard in kl, so yeah, it is in our nature to go admire them form this kind of superstar show. i myself cant stand a guy with the "abc" look, man, he rocks my world! hahaha, yah, and lala likes the "monkey" and abby is into "doggie". I hope all of them really form a band or sumthing, then i can be one of those crazy fans (maybe not that crazy lar) haha.

Anyways, wanna go scan some pics.

So, later.

13 Nov 06|My very first post.

Damn, finally i decided what name to use for my blog. (yah, okay i am indecisive, i know,i know! :P Hmnp.)So yeah, "Ta-da", heres my blog!! Well, i guess its only right to have a place for me to blabber abt my life and me-- PoisonIvy.

Today like any other random col days, i had photography class. Submitted my 2nd and final photography assign. Its actually quite interesting but yet sometimes its so hard to get the rite pics, in the rite time, lighting, compo. . yada. The topic that David (is his name david?!) gave us was texture/design, color, relection, shape, light&shadow. Will probably post the pics here later or maybe check out my deviant acc (Which is kinda low on pics also, sorry.) Yah, bottom line, i have submitted it lar, which is also a relief. There will a theory test comin up soon like in 2 weeks time, that will a pain also. ARGH.

But, at least his class is better than Ari's clas. Sometimes i just don get him, whats up with all the sex, gay, and masturbation stuff that he cant stop mentioning. They are indeed amusing, but from a prevert like yrself, NO okay. I used to get all annoyed with him. Decided then, it is a waste of my time. Sometimes i just listen to what he says, write my own notes. ( I don wanan flunk the sub and see him again.)

It was rather fun too after davids class, went to pyramid with ning & lala. And the dumbo ning, claims that she lost her thumbdrive, started going all worried and crazie. BUT, it was in her bag all this time. Bought things form topshop again. (Shiat, the credit bill will be a bom this month. 2k? I M SO DEAD.) I really got to control and stop buying things man, i pity my dear papa who is paying for my bills. Dear papa, i will repay u one day! haha. Oh, me and lala managed to get ning to apply some make-up. Hooray!:p Pics in my fon though, so later lar upload.

Anyways need to go find some sifu to help me with my templates.hahah. So lost man.

Ta!