Good old times:)

Firstly,Happy Birthday Jamie!!!
Dont think you will read my blog, but its okie. hehehe. Just wanna shout out to you!

Well, its my best bud's bday. Gawd, time goes by real fast. She is 20! AH, soon all of us will be 20. No longer a teen. I guess, its time to make some changes, time to grow up. Be more responsible for ourselves. :) Made her a bday pressie, sharing with a fren though. But end up, i am doing all the work. I guess its okie lar, hehehe, its fun when i have the time. So, i dont mind. hehe. Here is the pressie, hope u like it girl.

Hand-sewn/design on a orange tank top from topshop.

A card specially made just for you.

Photoframe with your name to frame up our memories.

Back when i was schooling, the reason i was inspire to take up art started off when i came across art and craft. It made a different in my life. Remember the days where i do such little gifts, cards for frens, family or sales. Aww, life then was- simple. I feeel my skills got rusty lar, getting a little slack behind since i havent been doing any cards. *sigh* Dont have anyone to give it to anyways, hahaha, or being too busy to make one. All my tools also covered with dust ad lar. :P I guess i must get a grip lar, read up and make use of things. hehe.

Finally finish my marker work. OMG. Why did i take up the challenge? With skills like mine, there is no way i will do that good. It didn't deserve a space on the board iether. hahaha. But, its okie lar. I AM TRYING. Well, trying to improve.

This years resolution: Improve more on marker work :)

Here it is, my hard work.

Bear with me, its a bit distorted and also i ter-snip off the bottom. haha. :P

For this week, NO MORE hard reference. I will still stick to the average ones to improve my senses and skills.

Anyways, got to go now. Wanna go work further on my packaging, hoping to bring it to the prints tmr! Ta's~!

Thoughts.

Well, just thinking of any single word can lead you to a whole lot of other things. Don't cha think? :)

Assumption
I just dont like the feeling where i am being assumed. No one will know myself better than me, I. Might be the way someone express their care for you or to show that they have chemistry with you. But, i just hate that approach.

Language
I have to say, there is a difference when one converse in a different language. Well, let me explain. It always sounds more harsh and aggressive when you speak in chinese of any kind. I had that experience. Its not i am not proud of being able to speak in chinese. I AM! i am! Just sometimes the tone, leads ppl to a stage where they feel threaten or even hurt? Although when you said it, you meant well, and yet the other party will take it differently. I am so not prejudice. Just things seem to be this way. I am not asking evryone to not speak chinese. Just that sometimes, just be very careful with the tone. It makes a difference.

Time
It is very important to have time management. Its your own responsibility to instill that habit in you. It might be hard, but you will be surprise at what you can achieve. Or how other people will see you as a person, cause how you behave you reflect on who you are.

Cherish
Know yrself well. Cherish all you love and especially, cherish yourself. :)

Okay, enough with the words.
Just that, somehow these words kept revolving in my mind.
Glad that i finally wrote them down. Wee~

It has been a rainy week. Hope that evryone, evrywhere is safe.
World peace. :P

Sorry for this random post. Getting a little off hand. hahaha. Run along now. TA~!

Exploration.

There goes explore.

Quite glad that i use my time efficiently. I completed my marker work, we finally went for the photo shoot that bwe planned. Though some of things i had in mind we didnt really have the time to finish, but, its okie. There is always next time. :) Chose this picture to edit, call it my 1st lar. More to come. *wink* Damn, i am so slow in this. I will just sit there and rearranging the designs over and over again. BUT, its all worth it. I can practice my skills while i am at it. hehehe :P I have to improve lar, its getting kinda rusty.

Since maid is not ard, mum had been doing most of the hsework. Pity her sometimes. hahaha. Wanna allocate more time to be at home so i can help her out and also keep her company. Since she has to be at home, i feel i should to. hehehe :) I dont mind the hse work. BUT, yah theres a but. hahaha i still miss having a maid. Now i have to help with washing, with dogs, with tidying etc. O well, Lani please do come back like u promised. Waiting for u!!!

Tmr my mum will probably admit my popo (the one in cheras) to the hospital. Poor thing. She might have some bone injuries or veins breakage in her little toes. She was tire of walking then she kinda like collapse? I am not too sure. But, she did use her toes as brakes. So now its all blue black and and swollen. I cant imagine the pain. ARGh. May god bless her so she get better. :)

Term commenced today, its the beginning of a hectic lifestyle again. BUT, consider myself lucky, because i dont have to attend all the class. hehehe. Yet, there is so much to do in such little time. *sigh* Hope everything goes well.

Got to get back to my work ad lar. :) Till the next post. Hopefully a new picture! hehehe. ta~!

Rocker?!

Man, i must be joking myself! hehehe. Try-outs for lala (brella? new name :P) mag. She came up with -- upside down. Cute. Unfortunely, it rained like the next sec when we re abt to start? ha-ha. I had a fun time role playing a rocker lar. :P Inspired to take up some lessons lar. Anyone up for it?? C'on ler. Just a couple of picts lar. Thanks for abby and brella for the editing and photos. *cheers* I came to a conclusion. Photoshoots are fun lar. hehe. lovin' them. More to come for sure. As i said, wanna make the best out of the explore. Till then, ta's~

Tagged?!

HAhaa, whats up with this.
It has become a chain huh?
Well, here goes.

Six weird things abt me.

One- I find this quite amusing. I cant help being neat/clean. BUT, the thing is i am the dirtiest in my family, the most NOT tidy. :P I cant help being neat in what i do, how i keep my things. I just like to see everything all arranged and in its place. I love keeping my belongings all clean and in perfect condition. (I will freak out and be mad if i/someone caused any damage on my possessions) This also applies to my work. When i accidentally cause a stain somewhere? Its bye-bye to the piece of work OR I will spent all my time, cleaning it or making it less obvious. I cant just leave it alone. I cant help to see a stain on table, if there is i will bring out the jif and brush to clean it. I will make a couple of toilet trips when i am at home, just to was my hands cause i often feel its covered with dirt or something. I just love it when it smells clean and nice. God, help me.

Two- I cant help feeling out of place. Yes, sometimes i just feel i dont belong somewhere or with someone. I just feel i should be alone or just go somewhere. At times, i will feel i should like jump down the building, just to feel alive again. Suicidal? Well, just a thought lar. :) I guess u can say sometimes i might be in depression.

Three- I will feel a slight discomfort when i see ppl ard me, slack off or like not doing what they are suppose to do when they actually have the time. Especially when it comes to group work. I might be bossy at times, cause i cant stand it when things just come to a stop. Like no one gives a damn abt anything, all just busy with their own things. Then i will start being mad with myself and sometimes i myself feel like, giving up? Not to mention how geram i would be, and how much i will start to complaint. :(

Four- Cant help feeling that i am suppose to take up some sort of responsibility. Well, this is hard to explain. I guess like I have to like care more for the house and also entertain my parents. I pity them sometimes, none of their other daugthers bother to talk to them or just plain acc them. Some time back, i was just a mere kido and i dont have to do anything or even think rasionally. I feel more like an "auntie" now. Looking at my sister's action, i cant afford to be like her. It will break my parents heart when they know abt her actions. I can tell they are quite frus abt it sometimes, but they just let it go. Who would wanna feel that their own daughter has time to be her bf more than them? hahhaa. No one, i know i wont wanna go thru that. Is this a norm? i dunno.

Five- I love to interpret, dream and imagine. I love to think more than usual. Like make what i saw a more perfect picture or like think what would it be like if things were different. See things the other way round. Imagine things the way it is not suppose to be.

Six- Last but not least. :P I dont really fancy meeting up with random ppl in random places. It makes me feel insecure and out of place? Dont get me wrong okay. I am friendly, but, you wont find me talking to some random person just like that. I can also easily have a good impression or a crush on someone just base on something i have on that person. (Or other way round, i can have a bad impression on a certain person) Not in item wise, maybe its their qualities or what they said. Well, i am not an innocent slut that will go all over them or is easily deceived.

Okay, i think i can keep going on and on and on. hahaha. I am a complicated person, yet sometimes i feel i am simple. I guess only ppl who really get who i am will understand me. What i am made of and what makes me, me. :P

Explore week- I am open for anyhting! I want to make full use of it. :) Haate having nothing to do.