Bed-time errant:P

Hah, better upload something before somebody complaints that i seldom update. hmnp! :P

Saturday

Yet another movie marathon day:)

What would you do if you were invisible? Well, Nic was kinda invisible. He was dying somewhere in the woods due to some complications. His soul was set free so can he can find someone to save him. Pretty weird that only the girl who caused him his injury was able to hear and feel him. The story comes along on how he attempts to lead the girl into making up for her mistake and he is alive again. -end- hah, what a brief. Basically thats the story. Being invisible is cool at some point if you can actually get to mess things up a bit, if you get what i mean. But, imagine how lonely you can be. Being alone where no one can see.

Okay, i assumed that it would be a pretty horror movie. But, it was okay lar. Not that scary. :) Its about this couple lar, they got stranded in the middle of no where and end up checking-in into this motel. A seriously fugged- up motel. They soon find tapes of people being hit and killed in that room they were staying in and there were cameras watching their every move. The people, (3 crazy man) was trying to killed them so that they can taped down all their horrified faces and screams. SICK. Luckily for them, they survive. -end- I wouldn't wanna be caught near any of this low-cost motels man. Totally freaky.

The Lovable & "Hugable" Jay.
Haha, saw this poster when i passed up the cinema. Cant wait for this movie to air. 16 AUGUST 07 Specially taken for you, Ms, cabbage. haha. :P You crazy jay fan! Even more hype than me. I think his new song has coincides with this movie, Secret. The day will come and you will see me running to get his tickets to watch the premier. hehe. YAYS!

Thats all for saturday. :p Owe me big time you, Sharmaine. hehe. For acc-ing you for late night movies! Belanja ice-cream! hah. Hope you enjoy your day and don worrie, there will be more late ngihts and party for you lar when your time comes. By then, you will find it boring and will be so sick of going out late ad. Then , you would rather just rot at home. hehe.

Sunday

Crazy day to catch up with work and finally i complete all my visual work. Sigh, i always find it a burden to do my visual work. Part of me dislikes it. Who likes it anyway? hah. Prefer more computer work so i will rather spent 10 days doing mag than one day with ANY visual work. :p But, life is unfair. So, beat it. Get it done and feel relax until the next weekend comes along.

Do you think, a person or a friendship will change? I was just giving things some thought. Don worrie, it ain't about anyone specific so don need to wonder. :) Its just a random thought of mine. When it comes to a complication, i don't wanna take sides. But, its hard to maintain it sometimes as i respect one's choice. So all i can tell myself is, there is no forever friends iether. As sooner or later, one party will be so annoyed by the other party's gig. Bound to happen cause, we are all just mere, humans. Girls, especially. Sigh?

Its getting a wee late now. Don't feel myself these days and i do feel i have a problem when i get so tense with work. Got to loosen up without feeling guilty of not being able to excel, it will be a challenge but, it is what i have to do. *Hops to bed* Bye.

Oh yah, din get to tell you guys that- I found place to do Manicure for only RM19.90, Pedicure for RM29.90. Buffering would be Rm10 extra. Pretty cheap, aight?

Its the Lovey Dovey season.

Okay, I wanted to upload some pictures BUT i cant seem to find any. :P Sorry peeps for the boring blog layout. Will keep it short as well. *winks*

3 more weeks- mag is coming to an end. As usual today i showed some of my new work to Leon. He says again that is not there yet; need more this and that; better. Yada. Its getting a lil tense but i know or at least i hope i will be able to rough everything out. :)

AGAIN, i went bu. Its getting a lil bore. NO wait, VERY BORE. haha. Went to get my sister's bday pressie. Got her a miniature perfume for her 26th bday! Went movies, that new gigi show? wonder woman. But its nice, it made me sob a lil and i find there is a story behind it. This is what i picked up
"When all bad things come to an end, there will be always some good in it." Hence it is always good to keep striving for a better life rather than just ending it since you will never know what will be installed for you at the very very end. :P

Why is there no school or place where they teach you how to pick up a soul mate? Or even a potential friend. Yay, i wish. I wish. But, WHO AM I KIDDING. This is not gonna happen. True love is rare and it sure wont come to me as, i am just not cut out to have it. Just noticed that now, is like a "Couple Season". Seriously, i see more couples walking ard in malls, anywhere, everywhere! Ah! Its insane!! Hah, okay lar. Not insane but, sweet? Cant imagine that even "love", there is a season. Weird, but very true. Observe, it tells. :P Hope, all my fellow mates that you will be able to pick some "friends" up during this merry season. hehe. Bless yah+me :P, may all of us find a cute, hawt and sweet boi to venture into our love fairytale.

Okay, this post is so crappy. Grammar wise or what so ever. Getting a lil high here. So bear with me. Whole long day out with only 2 hrs of sleep yesterday night. :( Need lay in my bed of roses. Checking out- ta.

Harry Potter and the Dealthly Hallows.

My o my. haha. you might be wondering why did i put a book's title as my post title?! Well, for the past 2 days. I have been reading this fat book which consists of 605 pages. TODAY, i finally and just complete it! Hee-Haa. Well, happy that i did. Yet sad to know that its the last book. The end of harry potter. Damn, that aint good. It has become a legend. Dont you reckon? Its a collectors item and i plan to collect them all. :) Not going to elaborate much of the story as i dont wanna break the bubble for those who hasn't finish the book. Its nice though, pretty tense at times. Yay, still enjoyed it. Will miss it too.

Last week been fine. Had a grade of a b- for leon's mid term. Funny thing is, i do better when i am not so tense with how to get things correct. He can see it from my work, so i ought to loosen up a little. :) Cant stop working, but just, relax perhaps? I will try, i will.

Good-bye my fellow cousins. Back in aussie again. Longing for your return and may god bless you both! Dont forget to write or pop by here if u all ever come by. :P xoxo.

To some may have known, my sister's case. What sets us apart is, i can never trust someone that fast again. I can hear him in the other room now. It seems that after the few days of breakout/ big hoo-ha. My sister had been seeing him. Well, i seriously dont approve of it. If he did like love her and all, when he made a mistake, why didnt he just confess? Rather than let my sister find out abt it? Means he actually had no intention of telling? I dont see how thingscan go right now. Or how to see him as a person. Feels weird. I feel, my sister had put herself ina position whereby she is worth, NOTHING. Nothing at all. Thats her choice, since she even went away with him last weekend. Can those things really make up? Sigh, I dont know.

Soon, the term will be over. This term was pretty, tense? so far. What i made myself follow and do. The work and all. Though i know its not much. But, i wish to excel and get better grades since i only had to juggle with that few subjects. Maybe thats why i have been having cramps and hearing stuff. Not to mention strange dreams and a topsy turvie sleep time. But, its okay i guess as, they have become part of me, part of my lifestyle. I do miss the old days, but, no point sulking over it. Ought to enjoy and get on with what i have now. Grateful as i am. Hope everyone is healthy and happy! -cheerie'o-

Vague.

Today, seem to be special. :) Make over shopping? Without getting anything you, silly girl. I know you will be reading this post. I have been sitting in front of tv and lappie since you left. Miserable that may sound. Yes, these days, it does seems to be like that. Me and my four walls, in a empty house. Just like a shell. Hollow shell. Best describe how i feel as well. I watched like what 3 love stories just now. Love? Whats that? It can be best describe as a game? A game which need players. Preferably just 2 players? Well, sometimes people can be greedy, so maybe more than that. Typical. yes, indeed. Its all about the pull and push, letting and holding to make the relationship a perfect one. Just that, sometimes, it dont seem to be that way.

I feel, isolated. Maybe cause i din make the effort to hang? But thats just it. I am just so worried on what i have. Though i do make it a point to ask, but it dont work both ways. sigh? Those who seem so near yet so far at times. Just seem different, get it? What am i saying here. It can be confusing. Indeed.

Oh yah, seeing him was also quite cute. Gawd, she is a lucky lucky girl. :P I pray to have her place. Yet again, sigh? Whats the good in praying or wishing. Gripping on what i have now seem more realistic?

All the best evryone to a better college week and for the days to come. Should scoot to bed! Take care my dearies. Miss ya's (plurals :P) dearly. Muck. hah.

Tagged by rYnz :P

INSTRUCTIONS :

a) Purple the statements that are true to you.
b) Yellow the statements that you WISH are true.
c) Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 3 people to do the same test...

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse. Once in a while?
10) I’m totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I’m paranoid sometimes. I bite! :P
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. Who wouldn't?
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi. When i feel like it.
16) I talk really, really fast. When i start to blabber?
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic. Sometimes?
24) I have a lot of mood swings. Maybe?
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I’m always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat. Okay, this might be a lil' insane. hah.
34) I don’t hate anyone. hell yah, i wish.
35) I’m a pretty good dancer.
36) I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God. Someone? somewhere?
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis. It can be boring at times.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I’ve rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future. AH, monster.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I’ve called the cops on a friend before. Watch out!
46) I’m not allergic to anything. Shh! Its a secret.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past. Hah, MAYBE?
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend. If my bestie died for me?
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. Tee-hee! Yays!
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment! Too much, too much to care at this point to be gay about.
59) I’m obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time. If i remember?
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now. I can be better?
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal & dream.
69) I’m proficient in an musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people. Hope not.
77) I adore bright colours. Well, just pink, purple and grey?
78) I can’t live without black eyeliner.
79) I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse. Hee-hah!
85) I still have every journal I’ve written in.
86) I can’t stick to a diet. The sweet indulgence, ah.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. It wont work.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am saint.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I know about it.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I’m an artist. Am i?
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy:)

I would love to tagged. Alot, here goes. Abby, Lala, Sharmaine, Michelle, Ning, Karen, ANYONE? Haha. Enjoy you. :P

Blinded.

At times, we see things as how we want to see them and not the whole truth of it. Well, as stupid as that might sound, its entirely how we are. When time passes by, I became a more grey person. Why? Simple, life is never, NEVER perfect. There are no happy endings, (maybe 1 in a million) or perhaps just so happen being lucky? There are no forever as well, who can promise you forever when it might be end of the world tomorrow? This is where my stories begin.

1. Bad things happen to good people. Take my sister for example. I know you can be strong, you are. But, don be a stupid girl and try your way to get back at him, okay? Its not worth it, (if ou are trying that is) For some who already know, the big break up was just 2 days back. Time will heal that wound, and provide a hole to actually fill up whats left of the memories you all had together. It can be deceiving, unexpected? Yes. A relationship can never be steady, cause things happen. Blame it on alcohol? Its just a typical excuse guys use to get out of a situation, to feel really sorry for what they did. Unfaithful, take it and leave. Leave.

2. It always comes to this day, where i will feel that every ending is a new beginning. Next week will be my mag mid-assessment. Anxious? Excited? Suspend? Argh, more to worried i presume? It hard to get it right. To add some spunk in my work, that special touch which is still in the blur. But, we will eventually go by and make it happen, wont we? :) Cherrie'os

3. Thank god thats done. Been feeling sick these days. Tummy ache and occasionally having headaches. Migraines? Sometimes till the point that it is unbearable that i cant even fall asleep! Whats going on with me? I feel, so vulnerable. :( I am broken, please fix me or kill me instead. I hate feeling this way. For no reason at all, i feel like vomiting. ARGH, i am not bulimia okay! I dont make myself vomit, it just happens and urgh, here comes that taste again. *sniffles* Stupid. AhhHh! i cannot be looking forward to anything, with my condition.

4. Harry potter was o-kay? Pretty cite to catch the premier. BUT, i had to go throw up when it just started. (Strike of luck) But, i feel they crop alot of the scenes since the book is so thick. So i would prefer the book. 21st the book will be out! Yays! :P I ordered my copy. Hee-ha!

Wont be here till the next week if i have anything to blog on i guess? So, byes ya! Take care all of you!

Wee~ transformer!

haha, i so heart boi's toys now. :) Went for Transformer today! My god. I give thumbs up to this movie for its high-tech bots and automobiles! Hoo-hah! I love bumble bee the most. He is so hot. ARgh. Yummy?

One week gone now, things will come to an end. This refers to my not so memorable exploration week. Lots of things to let go and forget. Some things especially, needs time to fade away. Since its has burnt a mark in my heart, my life. BUT, i can live with it.

Feeling fine, much better. Again, here i say. I am not mad that it happen. That it chose me. Its meant to be. The fact that it happened was the most dramatic lar. Thats all. I am not a kiddo nor am i shallow, okay? Just, want to leave it aside cause there is nothing that can be done to heal it or help. Its a serious thing to me and it does affect how i see things now. If i am mad that it happened, i would have made a police report. Just that i chose to give it a go, a try. So end of it, ends today. Since tomorrow is a new week new beginning.

Leon, o leon. Having his class tomorrow. Hooray! Anticipation. haha. Yes, okay. i am a little insane for his class lar. Who can blame me? :P He gives us alot of advice and helps us with our work. The best lecturer so far.

Heard you all having exams next week. Good luck okies! Faster complete it so we can enjoy harry! hah! Till then, byes lar.

Closure.

I hate looking in the mirror now.
I feel so naked, bare, ugly. I feel, lost.
I have no respect for drunkies now.
I cant put up for any apologies or reasons.
It had already happen.
I dont wanna put myself through this hell.

Wake up, from your dream and once and for all give up, okay?
Its no point sulking over a girl that has NEVER had anything for you.

The last thing I can do for you now is,
To hide the truth from my parents.
& thats all. goodbye.

For those that are not suck into this whirlpool,Get on with life where it stopped. Dont have to feel sorry for me and jappodise a friendship:)

I know how he was before and i am sorry to say, he feels like a stranger to me now. I do pity him, thinking in his perspective, but, so? What about me? Its a pain as well for me and I cant help feeling hopeless and blank now.

Understand that its only saint for me, to be running away, leaving.

Leaving someone who is once my friend, but not anymore.

I don hate him. Nor am i mad at him.

But, it takes time to heal. For now, it drifted far, far away.