I ADORE you, and THEM!

MY 2oth bday! Voted as the BEST PRESSIE.
I have to blog abt it. Here they are~*

(Used phone cammie to capture these cute moments)

How can i dont love her right? All hand made by my cousin. She is such a doll! She is also 20 this year, is this that i am older by like, couple of months? Neh, my chatterbox, i said i wanted cupcakes. She actually made them. THANKSS ALOT. i was SPEECHLESS when i saw them. They are SO CUTE. OMG. How i adore hand-made stuff. he-he :) Love you girl! Thanks!!!!! (Guys, she is single:P Look what good crafty hands she has. *winks*)

I like the other pressies also lar, but this is... this is.. ah, u get the picture.

Happy Birthday To Me!?

Thanks you guys, for all the blessings and wishes. Most of all, this piggie for being too bore (same like bday girl, most of my frens are out of town. Boo Hoo.) so decided we should hang out and spent my bday. hahaa. Thanks a whole lot. Well, let me give u a brief intro on my bud. We talked abt practically anything and NO we are not a couple, we did share like food or drink-- Lover's combo during muvee's. But hah, my best bud.

Bear with me! Stupid cam, had to grayscale it to cover the flaws:P

As most of you all ad know him,
but for those who dont here goes.
name: jeevan cian nagapan
class: mm 055-1
known him since foundation yr in TOA.
character: cheeky, fun, outgoing.

Basically, we went Alexis, bsc for dinner. I was craving for the tiramisu there! Is the best so far i had. hehe. Then the food there was not bad lar. Quite satisfying. Later then we were bore death and it was only like 10pm? 2 more hrs to my big day. So, we decide to catch a muvee at Cineleisure, curve (yes, AGAIN) -- Sunshine. (Tip: remember to bring yr sunnies when you catch this muvee.haha.) Not bad, not bad at all, but everyone dies. Sigh. After that, he dropped me home and end of my day. It was ad 2am. I WAS OFFICIALLY 20. Tada. :) Thanks for the company piggie. It was fun lar, to once in a while see him and crap abt things. See yah soon okay, for flash. :P Sensai. hehee. Oh yah, best of luck with Ling yah!

Well, there goes my bday. Will be having dinner again with family later i guess. But being 20, is all good. Not much diff. From this, i can see who really cares and remember this day. Its nothing much but, next year this day, i will be 21. Till time comes, i shall just enjoy how things are now. Will be uploading more pictures in this post. So, here.

Pictures from Alexis.

This place is nice and romantic,
just right for candle-light dines:)

Symbolic, candle and cake:)
Happy 2oth.

Pictures from Chilis.

Group picture! Yew Jin, Chee Kin camera shy huh? :P

Okay, enough for now. :)
Since its my bday, i do get like 3 wishes right? hahaha. Shout-out, shout-out!

Wish #1 World Peace
Dont get it wrong, i am not asking for the world. Just my world:). Hope that all the ppl that i love and who loves me will be healthy and happy alwes. May their dreams come true and may they have a smooth-sailing 07.

Wish #2

This wish, has the least chance of coming true. Yet, for now, its the most important wish ever. Shh, its a secret. *wink* Please, have a slight chance of coming true. Pur-lease?

Wish #3?
Okay, i think i will pass for this wish. I shall just keep this wish so that i can make the 2 other wishes i made stronger. hehe. :P

Lastly, signing out with picture of my 20th!


Almost forgot, thanks peeps, family, relatives for the pressies and ang pao. :)
Mama, next year can i have just one red egg instead of 2? Thanks!

Heaps of Love and Kisses:)

Wednesday, 25th April 2007.

I must say, THANKS YOU GUYS for the celebration. Well, it wasn't on my bday itsef. But, its my 1st time celebrating with frens. Yet, felt the love and joy. hehehe. Thanks again:) It will be a day which i will remember and cherish.

This day, started long man. I woke up at 7am. GAWD, i am not krazy okay. Just that, i told my girls that will be visiting them in their college Aussie Day! (NO, there isnt any ausie food or things) It is actually just a carnival where each club will come up with something, iether games or food. Well, there were some aussie stuff lar, like face paint a kangaroo?! hah. Some aussie map yada yada. Its an experience, to visit other colleges, rather than TOA. Its a big diff lar. They have their own canteen, and like meeting spot. It is so much easier to meet new ppl. Most of them are more english educated. (I can see that from the way they express themselves.) It was a fun day, i felt more like an exchange student, spy of some kind. hahaha. Its fun to see new things and spent time with the girls in a diff enviroment. :) All the best for test you. Missing you girls ad. xoxo.

It is so easy to fall for someone that hard, but to love the person? Is another story. Well, i guess thats just me lar. haha. Easilly moved and attracted. :P BUT that does not make me a playa or anything, i am loyal when it comes to true love. hehhee. IF there is ever any of that ard these days. Have you ever meet someone and felt that you known the person for a long time? Or even that whether you two will click? I dunno, the feeling is so strange. This kinda thoughts can get you no where but yet i find it so amusing to think abt. hehee. Maybe i am just too bore? My holiday is getting kinda lay-back. TOO laid back! I wake up like 1 most of the days where i have no intention of going out and sleep like 4-5? What kinda life is that. I do some reading, eat, watch tv and back to bed i go. Feeling the fats and boredom man. My mum calls this relax. hahah. I guess i should just slack off this week lar. Everyone needs a break, aight?

Later that day, we went for haircut. Just a trim lar, my frindge is killing me. But i don really like the length of my hair now. O well, it will grow. I hope. >.<>

Had my bday celebration at Chilis. Man, lucky everyone only have one bday in a year. Because all the eating is making me feel sick. Just the food, NOT YOU GUYS. I love you guys, don get me wrong. hehehe. Thanks for taking time out to celebrate my early bday. hehehe. Took some pictures lar, will post them later. :) Oh, thanks for the necklace also. hehe. It gives me a diff feeling, celebrating/ hanging out with frens. You will still feel warm and feel that everyone is like related. No one will seem like a stranger and everyone is just enjoying being themselves. I do agree with you guys, yes i mean you two guys, yj and ck. I guess we girls are ourselves cause we arent those regular girls. We dont have to pretend cause we are all a big family? We dont see each other everyday, but the bond is still there? After all these, i dont find that i will be isolated when the term commence. (Before i was a lil' worried. hehee) Cause to me, you guys are more than just my frens. It does not feel so neutral anymore. :) So thanks again you ppl, you know who you are.


Today, AGAIN, another makan for bday. This time it was with my family-- Faasta Pasta, Curve. Seriously, i hate eating. How i wish, human being don have to consume any sort of food. (Maybe just dessert, hehehe, dessert is a temptation :P) But, its a tradition that bdya means eat? Dunno lar. hahaha. Food in Fasta wasnt excellent, just o-kay. Dessert-- Tiramisu was like YUCK. Sad, depressing lor. hahaha. 2 more days to my 2oth man. SHIAT.

When time comes, only i make my wishes. Hehehe. Can start thinking of some now, whether it happens or not... Who can tell?! Anyways, too lazy to upload pictures. So next time yah! Till then, buhbyes!

Oh yah, crazie with MCR songs now, infected by Abby. I think its a virus, spreading fast. :P

Its an amusement park.

It was Wow, FINALLY got over this term. Although i only have like what 4 classes, i still did feel like i had too much to do in too little time. But, its okie. Its all over. I actually could rest earlier after my pack class on Thursday. But my frens, they are still stuck in this "amusement park" TOA made for us/them. Just like any other park, there is the roller-coaster ride, ferris-wheel, merry-go-round etc. :) Their mag, ( i will taking it next term) i categorise as, roller-coaster? hahah. It take a whole lot of time to come up with the mag, then the printing, the binding. OMG lor. i should consider myself lucky to have to know abt a lil more before i actually take it. They were so stress and they went all crazy with their sleeping times, so i took the initiative to ferry them there. Its peejay area, (someone still claims that its subang, ha-ha) so kinda my place. hehe. I was kinda happy for them when they got everything done and i also went for the critique clsss they had on saturday. It is only normal, for some to do better and some not to. Then again, *cheers* for all the effort and time put in. Next term is my turn, my god. I am kinda scare also lor. What it soemthing comes up adn i screw the whole thing. ARGH. Hold on, i am suppose to be on holiday, so *zips* end of this topic.

After the critique, it took for hours to wait. HMnp. stupid. :P We went to pick the daredevil boi(i am planning to call him that from now, Mr. Yew Jin ) at Jln gasing. They took my car, i was so damn sick of driving ad, after the whole week of non-stop driving to different places. So,m i just be the passenger.It was fun. I kinda ebnjoy the moment. Man, when i say we shoould stay out and not go back we REALLY MADE IT. We went to quite alot of places. MV, it was raining and we had to have a place to go chill and eat a little. KL, we check out the clubs, more to strolling. :) PEEJAY, Murni, Daredevil boi was craving for what hawaiian roti? Dunno lar, i only know it was quite yummy cause i had one too. hehehe. He was the driver of the night, so he made his decisions lar. Next, SANCTUARY, curve. hahaha. I forgot to mention, who went for the whole trip. (Yew Jin, Yew Chin, Abby, Chee Kin, and ME). Being drinkers they are, cant wait to go for the drink. Lala's hiccups is killing her too, she had to have something to drink. So here we are. "Potential frens" or not the place is packed with ppl, not bad. Everyone was so dressie and drunk. I was not really there to club, just to chill so not much of walking into the club itself. I had a, Rashberry Crush. Tasted a little like orange and, hurm. dunno. hahah. Lucky me, don have rashes also. hehee. CINELEISURE, curve. The night was getting way too long. So, we watched Shooter. It not bad, kinda cool. *wink* Here comes the part where i find, something or someone is taunting with us. Mr. Daredevil, okay give up on the name. Yew jin, he brought us to see the scenery on a spooky mountain on his way back home. Well, that was his intention. I was nice, obviously, we din go down cause it was like what 4 am?? We just drove pass some van, other vehicle (big possibility doing some woo-hoo?!, that is what Yew Jin say the mountain is for in times like this) Btw, thats not the point. My car, my baby, black speed racer (i forgot what i name it ad) went crazy after we came down from the mountain. The lights, the radio switched off by itself. (We didnt notice that at 1st) The clock was like blinking. We tawt for a moment there, Yew jin was playing with us. (He is such a daredevil, alwes plotting to scare us and entertain us. Hmnp.) But the car, could not even accelerate. AH. i was so, what going on?! We had to stop by the side of the road. While we were waiting for help to come, i started to complain and had small little chat with my baby. IT DID NOT work, it still din start and i cant do anything. Lucky us, Yew Jin's "fren"? Aba? hahaha. dunno how to spell la was driving by. After many attempts of jump start, little baby only made it back to Yew jin hse. Window also cannot close ad. It died, the car died, EVERYTHING DIED. There was like smoke and water dripping from eksos. We chat and hung out at the pool to wait for sunrise. I had to, call my parents and ask them what to and also inform them when it is like day. Or not, i will be in so much of unnecessary nagging.

Yew Jin gave us all a ride home. Then, not long after i reach home, i was back in his place AGAIN. Called MAA, so they were on the way. Funny thing is, the battery meter indicates that the car battery was O-kay. OKAY?! I still got a new one though. So everything was back to normal. Window can close also. But then when we took it out, the old battery i mean, it indicates, weak. sigh. WTF. What is going on. Somethings is better not to be said man. Conclusion of all the drama and story, we had fun. We REALLY did mange to go all out and not go home. hahaha. We laugh, we talked, we lied, we gazed in the sky looking at the stars and the sun, we spent the whole entire night together. (If this happen to a couple, it might just be the sweetest experience ever.) Apart from all commotion, we learn abt each other more, share the moments, a chapter in life we will never forget and we think abt it, it was meant to be? It all adds a new chapter to our life. :)

Next weekend, my birthday. Sigh 20? WHY. Sometimes, i feel i don wanan grow up. It makes me think that one day, i will have to leave my nest (should be fun:P) and be more independent than i am now, make a living. I do hate that my birthday is on Sunday. Not much of a celebration going on on the day itself. But i do plan to have some makan before the day comes sicne lala is leaving on the 26th. So lets see how things go lar. I shall just enjoy this holiday and keep myself occupied. Again when i start a new term, it will be something diff as, i wont be seeing, AD055-2 much. I would be more of a AD058-1. But, i know, i will still be kacau-ing u ppl back in ADO55-2 lar. Will miss yah, and still hope that things will work out just fine. I know it would if i make the effort. :)

Had some of my pack pictures taken. Most of the packs, our gang got taken by the lec for exhibition. :) Yays!

The final mockup.

Candy (Made out of playdoh)

Next week will be the 1st week of holiday, so will blog soon? heheh. For now, byes!

Oh yah, don worrie peeps. Parents din scold abt car. Its born to happen. hehehe. They are nice ppl. Lup them. :) Car also can fly ad. hehehe. So, no worries!

Sisterhood.

Happy Belated Bday MENG FAI!! Wee~ hehehe. Hope u like yr pressies as much as how i LOVE shopping for them. :P
Happy Bday SHARMAINE, An April 13th baby. :) See you soon yarh!

My o my, it seems there are alot of April babies. Every year, i would expect April to be a perfect month. So i can also enjoy being an April baby. BUT, i guess not. It seems now, i still cant speak to my sister. Well, i dont know why. I just feel, she is a total stranger. A mean BIATCH. (I am sorray, i don mean to sound mean) This is what happen. *Flash back*

SHOWDOWN Take 1
me: I told her that i will taking her car.
her: She was like "drive yr own car, DONT take my car. I wanna drive my own car."
me: I was like, mum said the car its not yrs, i can use it. U can drive her car.
her: No No, I WANT TO DRIVE MY CAR. MY CAR. You drive mums car lar.
me: (Shouted to my mum, told you she won let me take the car) *ran upstairs to shower* wee~

Anyways, why did i need to take her car?? Thats because my car need to go to the factory. :P

SHOWDOWN Take 2
Basically, cut it short. I overheard her saying to her bf, well, complaining to be exact. "Obviously, she is jealous of my dad's fren's daughter got new car, thats why have to take my car. (Complicated, sigh.)" I was in the showers, so i heard. WTF I don think anyone will expect that from her OWN SISTER??? Same blood, same sir name. Same?? Her tone, was so bitchy. Stupid "Boiatch" *winks* Anyways, back to the long winded story. I told my mum abt it, i rushed down after shower, cause i just could not take it anymore. Mum tried to sort things out. Yada yada. I cant believe my ears, being in great disappointment. Lead me into crying a puddle. *sob* *sniff*

Though the next day she apologise, saying she was in a bad mood, lots on her mind, bla bla bla. I still cant forgive her, and i wont pretend to. So i told her that thanks god i heard, i can finally see how she think of me as a sister. What a GREAT sister i have. Think of me as childish or anything, i seriously take our sisterhood with all due respect and sincerity. Before this, i tawt, 亲情 was pretty important, NOW, i dont know what to believe. All i know, now i am still not on talking terms with her. I tried to forgive, but, just not there yet. :(

Tmr my mummy will be going for her China trip. MAN, i am gonna be so lonely. Most of these days, i have been keeping her company and she has been my my companion too. The person i taled most to, will be on holiday. AwWw, i think i have to talk to the an empty house and 4 brick walls soon. *sigh* Life, ought to be lonely huh?? Hope she has a safe trip there and back on 18th April. :) Gonna miss u mummy. he-he.

Sorray for the drama in this post. :P Life is dramatic, don't cha think? Filled with diff aspects and elements, making it more interesting at times but not all the time. Live with it. Got to go study for markeeting. Stupid slides. ARGH. Oh, i still have to redo my pack. Lots to do for the last 2 weeks of college. Cant wait cant wait!!!