Plans.

Today is an experience. I went to like a few colleges- 2taylors, metro, sunway, toa with my cuzs. It was really a delighting lesson as i learn abit. hahah. On courses i know i will nvr take. But it makes me feel old. Even my younger cuz is enrolling college soon. Well, back then he was just some kido. Now, he will be going to col. Wow, time really, just *swish*. gone. He is into hotel and tourism. So might be going iether taylors or sunway. Looking at the other campus, besides toa. Toa. is a little, very little and not up to par college. Other colleges has campus as big as a maze. Well, i nearly got lost. hahah. But i guess we specialise in diff things. So toa, is o-k-a-y. Alot of plans is being considered now since its nvr too early to to plan for your future, rite? i mean like there are some things which you have to consider. At 1st i tawt i will depend on my sister's pr and see whether i can go to aussie earlier than i have expected. But a better offer came up. It would be fun if i go there with one of my cuz. That is after i finish my diploma here. I haven really see into the expenses. But, that means my sister cant sponsor me? Will i miss out on an opportunity? I dunno. I guess i have to just wait and see when time comes. As for cuz, it will be cool le. Going to the same college with you and sharing a place. hahha. :p

So just hold on, hold on to the time where we have to decide. Then we will know.

Dedication to you.

Christmas is so over! Forgot to wish you guys here MERRY XMAS ler. :)

Well, this christmas was, different. Recalling back the last christmas, had to worry on how to spent and where to spent with with my special someone. What pressie to get, what this what that. I guess, 2007 will be a new beginning (well, just couple more days. It would be 2007 :P). Things are different now, and i know, its best if the passed remain as the past. My past. On festive like this, memories will warm up my day. The funny thing is, ppl do only remember the good memories, so yah, thats good, rite? :) Will be keeping all those in my heart for the yr 2007 and i wish when the new yr comes, it will turn into my courage, my faith, my hope to lead a even better yr. Grateful of the things i evr have and will be having when the future comes. *wink* To my special someone, if you are reading this. Thanks for evything we had together. I know, we will alwys be best buds rite? Like i once said, you are the "guy" version of me. So, what we had, will nvr be replaced. God bless for letting us to have a chance to be together. :) "I hereby wish you" all the best, to a great and promising future. Take care kiez, bie? xoxo

Phew, that was my christmas prayer, message. Glad to let it all out. Been thinking that it is good to have those memories. It makes me a better person. Make me feel so grateful, well, the good memories lar. :P Neways, had only 2 kampai and i can feel the a rash coming. Man, i am so bad at this. Why do ppl drink anyways? To get high? To feel different? The only thing i feel is like, i feel so warm and like irritated with the rash. I guess thats the end of drinkin! :P hahah. NOT. Well, the rash will go away, i just have to stay in like cold places than it wouldn't be bothering me. :) Today was like freaking pack at the mall-- 1 utama. Crazy i tell you. It gives me a feeling that evry single shop is giving out FREE stuff. Yah, i mean like "Come come, just take me home. I AM FOC." What are you ppl thinking? *argh* I went to get my lil' cuz their bday pressie. Got these cool legos. Was telling my mum that, how lucky can kidds be these days? I want one of those! Aiks, won be happening though. *sigh* Legos and a 19 going 20 girl won work out. So instead i took a picture of it. hahaha :P. Serve its purposes la, it is made to be like displayed. Oh oh, i also bought like a couple of kampais for my cuz as christmas gift! wakakak. I left my camera alone for so so long, missed it. So i have decided to bring it with me, evrywhere i go starting from now. :) This christmas is kinda special, our hse got a small and cute tree. With lotsa deco, lights, and a glittery star. Then my dad, said we could pick out a christmas pressie. For the 1st time, Christmas spirit! hahaha, will be getting a new guess watch. I think, cause i haven lay hands on a perfect one. :)

Just a couple and my 2006 will be complete. Probably will post on like 1st of jan since its like kinda like a good beginning to a bright new year. I will be 2o and YAY, i can officially drive without the "p"-- 30th January 2007. Not sure what i hve to do yet besides taking the "p" away. I still recall the 1st time i had to drive, omg. My parking skills still sucks. Well, maybe it improve a lil'. :P Once again, thank you for teaching me and guilding me how to drive, you know who you are -- my special someone. hahha. I know it was a pain la, i was a mega blur driver. I was so scare that all the other cars will gobble me up since my ride is kinda smal. But i still Lurve it. hehehe. What la, see another small detail which has yr shadow. Man, you are evrywhere.

Besides the "p", my cuz, 2 of them. One confirm leaving to Queensland b4 Feb 14, or was it 12? Hurm, Feb la. The other might be going, she will able to confirm when she gets her results this week. Although i don't see them that often. I am sure gonna miss them. Feels sad that like ppl are leaving to urgent to their studies, work. It means that, even less chance to meet up. Feels just like my sister, leaving me. Anyways, she cant come back for cny. *sob* When i heard abt the news, i was devastated. I was so looking forward in seeing her! So now, i insisted that we shud visit her, and my mum said okay. hahaha. And i think like all my other relatives are also going, since like if my 2 cuz are like going Queensland. They can 1st make a trip to visit my other aunt and sis in aussie b4 going to Queens. :) A whole group! Wee hee. hahaha. I love gatherings and groups!! So i guess this cny, will be different. Or at least i hope all this will work out. As for my sis's application for pr, i hope she gets it. Then i can go there earlier than i planned. Cant wait cant wait. >.<

I am so excited. I have no idea why. Just feel gay! hahhaa. Joy, joy. Glad to have evrything, i mean evrything. Love my family, my frens and i don know? evryone? hahha. Especially my mum. and my dad. :P For all the expenses done within this week. On my hair. Shit man. It was like shit. I hate the guy who is responsible in making my hair into a big friz ball! @#$^~! Lucky me in that same week. My mum paid (with my dad's money, hahah.) for another treatment, to make my hair all better, back to how it was. *phew* Love ya, love ya!

Lastly, Just a few picts. Post soon yah, I miss you guys ler! Got to tell me all abt yr holiday as soon as we meet. Lala, Ning, Abby.. eveyone!! *peace*

My special Christmas gift.

Our Christmas Tree.

The Glittery Star.

Spidey & Inika.

I'm lovin' it.

Yay, I am, i am. I so lurve todays movie marathon. :) didn't mind to wake up early (its been long since i woke up at 930 hehehe. :P) to get ready to catch the opening. Well, here i go.


I seriously tawt i would have like fell asleep or something while watching the muvee. But, NO WAY man. It is really a very inspiring and "thumbs up" muvee. Despite from the fact that i adore Jay Chou, he was good by the way, its the muvee itself that brings life and excitement. It has interesting like colors, clothes, and settings. Everything was so grand, and the production was like omg, speechless. The amount of ppl and also the " golden flower", all of the little elements are so taken care of. But funny thing was, i tawt it in mandarin, but instead it was in canto. I think the muvee will be much more enjoyable if it was at its original state, but oh well, better than nothing. The best part of the muvee is the part where Jay risks his life to save his mothers, its kinda like touching *sigh*, although he too died at the end, but it was worth it. (His dad was going to let him go for going against him, but the bargain is to watch his mum drink the poison that the dad made day by day. So better off dead la, hooray for him. :P) I wouldnt mind watching the muvee again but hopefully it will be in mandarin. Jay is a natural actor, his third attempt(after his muvee "Finding Jay" & "Initial D") in this muvee was g-r-e-a-t:) Cheers cheers cheers!


Who can resits another hottie? Hahah.. Eragon was kinda like my type of muvee. Love magical stuff and creatures so yah, Love it too. Eragon is the main character, the dragon rider. He found this egg one day, and it hatched into this cute baby blue dragon named saphira. Well, it was cute till it learned how to fly and became bigger. God know hows it works, but still, who is there to tell us rite? The muvee is cool and all, worth seeing too. It teaches us to have faith, courage and believe in ourselves. Well, i do believe. :)

Anyways, i so got to go, i need to go catch another show. Later.

Perhaps one random day.

Hahah, i am so slow. i know. I just finish watching this taiwan drama. :P sorry la guys, got no time back in the college days. Its great, cute love story. As usual it makes you feel that Love after all, will bring us together- happy ending, yada yada. For a moment there, i really wanted all of this to be true. To have such love, to have a random guy to fall in love with you. Wouldn't it be just prefect? :) The guy is good, he is local, so proud of him to have such an achievement. Cheers! Anyways back to what i was saying, from most of the taiwan drama i watched, they all have the effect on you whereby you will wannna taiwan drama get their sales. :) But i guess its good to like fantasize and dream once in a while. Cause once you come bak to reality, NO WAY, there is such romantic guy or such love. Maybe its just me. But, for ppl out there, i hope you will find your love, your other half, your soul mate. Just like this drama. Happy sweet ending. The ost of the drama is superb too. So, i guess, this drama is worth seeing. At least here, you will feel what is like to have such love and experience them just as if it is part of your life. Role playing can bring you places, gives you n opportunity to learn and grow up.

It has come to an end.

Well, should i say finally? perhaps. haha. Its end of a term and, holiday has begun. A point where things will meet its changing point and what was then will become a past. My past. Don feel too jolly and anxious all at with the whole "holiday" thingie because yah, i think i am a workaholic. haha, i prefer to have some things on mind or in hand. Cant really get use to being relax and just plain "i have nothing to do." But, i might as well like recharge myself and make the best out of everything.

Its raining again. I love it when it rains. i enjoy just to look at the drops and drops of rain, seeing them brings back memories, some good and bad. *sigh* (life was never perfect, and i had my moments.) I do wish now it rains heavier, so that my dad cant watch astro. ( Astro gets wacky when it rains heavy) No, i am not mean, nor am i a bad child. Just that, i am fucking piss when it comes to his " games" He watches evry single game, evry i mean, evry freaking football game there is in this world. UNBELIEVABLE. Here comes the part where i am most shock of, he bets in ALL of them. Its ad okay that we have to rush back from were we are during dinners juts so he can see his stupid games, but, he just has too much money to practice this kind of hobbie. Its his way to feel relax, but, why this. But, i guess, its better than he has like what another woman rite? Then my family would just break apart. He is not getting any younger (he is like what 56 yrs old? Looks can be deceiving.) and he has some heart problem, so i still don get him sometimes, all the late nights. But i think god heard my prayer or saw me blogging this. cause, it is raining cats and dogs out there and yah, my dad is back in his room sleeping. Hoo ray. hahahah.

Soon, it will a new yr. 2007. wow. i will be 20 then. i feel its time for me to make some changes. In my mind there is just so much and i feel so, lost and confuse. Been giving the moving to aussie thing some thought, i know it is nothing right now, but i do hope, i will be able to have that change in life. Although there are much to lose here, but, if i have the chance. i would. For now, i so have to make use of this holiday and decorate my room, pack some stuff, change my bed (its killing my back!), and preferably get a new wardrobe. So sick of not getting to wear skirt when i go to college cause i have to walk alot up to the stairs, but you know what. I DON CARE. i am just gonna. I so need to start wearing some slippers, flip flop ah, anything that is none cover toes. My toes have not been able to breath since well, i dunno when.

I think i will stop rite here, these days had been feeling so moody and i will get all frus withlittle things. I got to get myself together. Hope tmr, this week. Will be a better day~