Tagged (You'r it.)

hehe. Sorry lala:P i am lagging and my blog is dying.
So here is my version of the tag.

The Purrrfect Loverboi.

RULES
- The tag victim has to come up with 8 different points about his/her perfect lover.
- Has to mention the gender of his/her perfect lover.
- Tag eight other victims to join this game and leave a comment on their blog.
- If you are tagged the second time, there is NO need to do this again.
- Lastly, and most importantly, HAVE FUN DOING IT.

1. He must be straight! Well, obviously. :P

2. He has to be just right. Not too fat and not too thin. He has to be maybe either same height as me or much more taller.

3. I can never stand a guy who is in such a mess. Always find guys who has a thing for cleanliness cute. haha. awww, baby. A guy who would pick after themselves, seems much more reliable.

4. That sense of style, very much depending on the 1st impression i have on him. So he has to dress right and look smart like all the time. (This includes their hairstyle) :P Even if he don, he has to have that cute smirk on his face. Hehe, just like a small little cute boy. Very much into guys who knows how to package themselves.

5. He has to be there when i need him OR when i don need him. 24/7. As forgetful as i can be at times. He has to be able to handle all my craziness, calm me down and save me from my commotion.

6. NO SLACKER! I hate guys who are so god damn lazy and cant even fan for himself. Why would i need a guy who needs to rely on me to make him a living. :( grrr. Ambitious but not a workaholic.

7. It would be an extra bonus points if he can cook. wee~ hehe. Or any involvement in any artsy stuff and i would definitely keep my hands on him. Deliciousss, slurp. :P

8. No male chauvinist pig PLEASE. He has to be caring, outgoing, playful (at times), romantic, a true gentlemen. My purrfect loverboi would know how to cheer me up, understands me, pamper me, appreciate what i do for him and cherish what we have and had together. It don't always have to be something big, but just all the small little things we get to do TOGETHER. With him, everyday feels like Valentines. :)

The list shall go on..

9. From life experience i had so far. He must not be a BIG time- Gamer, Clubber, Gambler. As i am not really into any one of those. I won't want him to be so additive in them, till he sets everything apart.

10. LAST but not least, indescribable words and he knows what i want. With only eye contact, he gets me and that would definitely be the key to being my purrfect loverboi.

When would god set all these purrfect lovers free? NEVER. haha. Some how, i guess. Everyone will be able to find someone they love and love them back even more one way or another. So, its the thought that counts when it comes to The Purrrfect Loverboi.

Jie jie:)

Had been wanting to upload this picture since some time back.

When i do want to, my fon's usb koink out. *sigh*

My jiejie's. Yes, indeed. Don's see the resemblance eh?
I don't too. sigh. I might be an adopted child. :p hah.

I cant seem to find any picture that has the 3 of us.
As my big jie was in aussie since she was 18 or so?

So it is a pity. I do miss her at times.

But never the less.
the time for the complete picture will come.
She will be coming back here on the 26th of Oct.
YAYS, YAYS YAYS!

Short little post, to say.
I am still surviving.

- ta-

Its been a while! hehe.

Sorry yeah, din really have the mood or even time to blog. *sigh*

It takes time to settle down,
from all the new experiences that i am having now.

Well, things are changing.

New classes equals new assignments,
lecturer to please:P, new groups?

Yeah pretty much that.

Finally had the mood to edit some pictures. hehe yays!

A new toy for the family!
Complimentary from Anna Sui "Magic Romance Perfume"
Cute huh? hehe! :)

Even recent toy:P CANON EOS 400D with IS.
Photographer wanna-be. hah.
I plan to name it SUPERSTAR or NOT.
As dumb it might sound. But 28.9.08 is a indeed special day.

My soul. My life. I HEART YOU.

Long lost cravings. hah!
FABIEN a.k.a "Little Jade" from Lollipop Boys, Taiwan.

First complete family trip to TAIWAN
firmed on November 3rd! :) Exclusive for the 7 of us.

Papa and mama + Big Jie and Bf + 2nd Jie and Bf + Me and :(

As usual, my kichimatoink pillow will keep me company.
I need a BF too! Boo.

Oh well, as long as i get to go. hehe. Ought to be grateful. :P

Countdown begins. Need to get one of the countdown thingie.

Tick tock ticks, getting late! Gonna run. hehe. Till next~ Ta*>

The 4 letter word.

Love will find its way.

In this world of ours,
Inspiring yet devastating at times,

Who can tell us,
What is meant to be,

When some are separated,
Some are on breaks,
Some are in love,

And yet,

Broken into bits and bits of sorrow,

Who can tell us,
Where to go,

To a place where we will be free,
A place where love find its way.

Who can tell us.

My happy moment.

hehe, Yup. Today i had my happy moment. :) Its been some time since i cook. Yes, yes. To many it may seem i don know how to cook or even do any chores. But, i do enjoy them, ALOT actually. So since had no lunch (din wanna have left overs) i made pasta. It was simple lar, just for myself.

Yes again, it does not look very promising. hehe. But I enjoyed it. Love cooking. Love the process and also the part where you can test the food. *wink*

The ingredients were,
1. A teaspoon of olive oil ( I put less than that i guess?)
2. A yellow onion
3. Some chicken breast (marinated with soya sauce, pepper and sesame oil to add some taste)
4. Carrot (chopped into small bits)
5. Pasta (I chose spiral ones, love them!)
6. Bolognease sauce (Who can resists the tomatoes!)
7. Salt and sugar (To create that unique taste:P)

Simple eh? Be sure to cook the pasta 1st and follow the numbers to throw in the ingredients. Give it some frying and tossing, then its done! Ivy's healthy pasta. I usually put celery and button mushrooms, too bad i don have any at home. hehe. I used to make baked pasta back in the old days, that require more sauce and cheese, so this is more convenient?

Did i say anything about doing my lashes? haha. Some of you has already know abt it i guess. hehe. I was pretty excited abt the whole thing yet some part of me feel the jitters. I did read up on it. No side effects, no biggie lar right i thought to myself. So after the whole thing, yes. I was okay. hah.

I did feel a little prick in the eye as my eyes were teary so it got some mix up with the glue. But, after a while it was better. So phew. Only fall back now is i cant wet the lashes. Or not it will just fall out, cause of the glue. Got to extra careful now when i was my face. I doubt it will last abt 1-2 months also like the girl said. Sigh.

So contemplating to sign up for the course which cost me RM504. It consists of 4 treatments and unlimted touch-up. That would extend the lifespan of the lashes. For now, it was only RM98. But if i want to touch up it will be RM5 PER HAIR! @$%#^&$ ARGH. so, i dunno yet lar. There is not a big diff as well to the before and after. I went for the more natural look, so did not do super long ones. I did take the before and after picture lar. Now only i know, i have alot of lashes, just that they are so thin. Cause the girl told me what they did was just stick the fake ones, one by one to my original lashes. Easy, but slightly tedious. Toook her 2 STRIGHT HOURS.!!! Lying there, not moving. Thank god some point i did fall asleep. :P Anyways, here.

The before and after, not big diff lar. i guess. I think i still cant run from not putting eyeliner lar. Sigh. Thanks mama and papa for small little single eyelid eyes. I don love them sometimes. The pictures look weird too, so, -speechless-

Anyone hasn't watch Transformer? Look, its an Autobot.



Who have known. haha. Msia has a Autobot. Its a Waja, then got stripes. I wonder who drives this car. I just happen to see it when i was waiting in the car. Thought it was quite cute so here are some snaps. Someone really loves transformer? hehe.

What else? Hurm. Its gonna be end of explore soon. Sigh. I am gonna miss the holidays. Back to the Robot times. :( Will post really soon. Chippie's (Sammie) big day just around the corner!

Happy 50th Bday!

Haha, typical title. But once in a life time i guess. Since it is 50 yrs. Yet, i do wonder whether i will still be ard for the 100th.

Yesterday, went to Mellow Cabbage's (Rynz) boi house for bbq. Stupid girl freak me, by saying no cute guys at all. So i was expecting like all ah beng, lala's. *rolls eyes* She also did said there is no anyhting in that hse cause it is on the progress of renting it to ppl. So, gosh. what am i gonna do there. Chippie (Sammie) was suppose to be there as well. But she wasn't feeling too well, so sent her home to rest. Gosh, get well soon okies, sweetie? :)

BUT, lucky for me. There were some interesting guys. I mean they are average lar, fun and one or two are cute? haha. Especially the model look-alike. Freaking thin. Envy. Then Wilber Pan look alike. haha. see him digging into the lamb chops. :P I did find a passion in bbq-ing the food. AT LEAST I HAD SOMETHING TO DO, made me satisfied ad lar. *grins* Then, a firefighter would come to rescue the burn food whenever i screeeeeam my lungs out. (Thanks mate, this refers to rynz boi's fren)

Ard like 1245? or so i head home. There goes Merdeka Day. Woo Hoo? haha. No fireworks was a pity. Only heard like the impact, din see any. Driving back was also a journey lar, ppl still walk ard with their flags. haha.

I might not be a very semangat Malaysian as i don feel the urge to actually celebrate for it. Though its fun for the get-away, the gathering. To meet new ppl and to go places. It would only be fun, if time allow us to do. Which is just nice now since its explore. Gosh, i don want my holiday to end. Time is drifting away just like that. *sigh*

From the moment i became single, things ard me changed. I noticed now. I wont be like celebrating all this big festive days with my frens. Instead is just with him, that special someone that i once love. Since last time i am more of a BF person. Everything would be him 1st, then next would be my frens then me. So i don have much frens. I wont go to parties without him, I wont even wanna go anywhere just as long as i have him to cuddle with and that will be good enough. :) hah. That was me. How silly, can i be right? Just being able to be with him and spending time, i thought i was satisfied. But, it all different now. DIFFERENT. I do wonder how would my next relationship be like. O well, not like anyone can tell me that story or even even sure that it would happen. So, leave it to fate :)

Yor, my blog is so boring:( HELP ME, i need make over lar, for my blog. Getting sick of it till i am attempted to close it down. ARGH.

Hoping all good things will come for all of us and bye lar :P xoxo.

*Happy Belated to GAN lala!!! 28th bday girl! :P

The beginning of an end.

Gosh, i did nothing for the pass 5 days. Today is Friday. The 4th day of my term break. :)

Its been great so far, was so damn gay about the fact that Yays, there is no need for me to be on my lappie doing, rushing my work. Though its only for 3 weeks. Sigh?

Before i forget and let it go in my past. I got an A- for my publication design. My one and only Shh magazine. hehe. I was glad that i made it lar. Was a bit worried that i could not score. Well, what Leon commented did also make my day. Thanks Leon for the advice. I would seriously bear it in mind and will continue to work hard for all my other subject. The part where he said, "every page (of my mag) has love and effort, i can feel it when i read it." Awww. haha it did sound a bit pervert, BUT still. *wink* Although i had to sacrifice a lot of my FUN time for the mag, but i think and feel its all worth it. Leon can see my effort and me being hardworking. When i think about it, I never miss one critique or any of his class before. Gosh, i am sucha freak. O well. Hah. Thats that lar, thank god my effort paid off. *chheers!* I do feel, what i do do not require any skills. So, I think being hardworking can really can me going. Well, at least i hope? I dont really know how it all works. sigh.

OMG, i remember blogging about this before. The shopping bugs are biting into me again. Just in one day i spent more than 300 bucks. So just in this few days, i spent like 1k? Kill me, kill me pleaaase! Okay, i do only have this shopping rash during my break. So, I blame TOA for giving us break. :P I know, i need to stop, buckle up. I will, i will when term commence. Now slowly i have to cut down again. Though last month I din spent a cent lar, so i did already make up for the expenses i made. I take my words back, pur-lease don kill me papa. I LUP YOU. Now and forever, i promise. *wink*

Today, its my day. Although i din manage to shop for my new watch, i did get a few other stuff. I realize my list goes on and on. Most satisfying gift is the "Secret"! WOO HOOO. hehe it cost me RM129 as it is an imported version (Rock Corner claims that it is?) It comes with a book which tells about the movie. It basically the OST of the movie. My o my, Jay seriously knows how to dig some money out of his fans. The book's cover feels like its printed on MILK paper. Soft and so, IRRESISTIBLE. hehe. Lovin it. Thank god i manage to get the last one in the shop. *bluek* Sorry Mellow Cabbage, i wanted to get one for u as well.

I did also invest in one ring. Sigh, i do need a boi soon lar. Damn sad to like get myself a ring, which cost me another 125. :( I dont mind paying it on my own. But wouldnt it be more sweeeeet if your boi gives you a ring instead of your own. Yes, i might say. YES. Just my luck that, i see and meet no one. *boo hoo* Maybe i am just not cut out to be a gf. I do miss all the small little things that couples do. Liek how they do cooking together, shopping for groceries, watching drama cuddled up in bed. AhHh, thinking about old times bites into me as well. Argh. Bad! My mum would so kill me if she knows i also bought like 2 more tops. OH, and a pair of shoes!!!! OMG LAR. :( hah. IMABADGIRL. :P I am still checking my list for things to buy. I can feel a hole burning into my flesh now. Got to stop, stop. Soon.

Tomorrow will be a bright new day. I think i would start my berol simplify soon. As soon as i decide when to pack my wardrobe. haha, one fine day. I wanna go catch up with some dvd. Before i end this long winded post. Here goes. Sorry aight, bad snaps. *sigh*

The one and only, Leon. Byebye.

Oh, jay. Jay, JAY!

Elegance.


Where it all begins. Love this poem. Ama-zing.

The girl.

The boy.

Them.

Where it all ends. i love you.

It reaches to your heart, from here.

A secret, meant to be kept. Shh..

My polka mac :) how i keep things clean and round. hehe.

Thats all for the picts. Keep it a secret, aight? haha, blabbers. Going. tA~*

Back to the basics.

It is time again. For a rest, to stop for a better beginning in 3 weeks time. TERM BREAK! :)

FIRSTLY, Jay Chou, i HEART YOU. haha. I heart the Secret. I dont mind wathcing it again and again. The storyline aint very realistic but yet it has its originality. It is unique as its own. I admire jay's piano skills. Seriously, its blast. I give thumbs up to this movie. *cheers* hehe. recommended, so run there and get your seats now guys. :)

Publication Design. I finally finish my mag, printed it and bind it. Yoo ray hoorah! Feels odd now that i actually dont have to rush for it or spent any time doing any work related stuff. Feels out of the routine. But, its okies lar. i need a break. Shh! Magazine out on the racks!! Come come, buy it!:P Like real, haha. I just hope i can score a good grade for it lar, pretty please? Wish me luck! Class on monday. *crosses fingers*

Zhi, today wanted to ask u out. But, instead spent time with family. HAPPY BDAY AGAIN anyways. hehe. Was pretty sick that i cant celebrate with you on that day itself. Blame marker test okay? hehe. Will definately make it up to you!

Uncle philip, IS WELL. he had a aorta- open heart surgery and he is better now and out of ICU. God is great. Amen. :P So visted him today with mum and ali. Then ventures to klcc. Scout ard and i got. *drumroll* My first branded bag- A Calvin Klein sling/shoulder bag for RM1079 after 10% discount. Was contemplating over a Gucci sling or this. So end up with this, since is a thousand bucks cheaper and this seem more funky and it had a duo-function. Thanks mama, dada. I LUP YOU. hehe. I am the luckiest girl alive. Although I DO NEED, new sunnies, new clothes, a manicure and pedicure, massage, facial, eyelashes extension and.. new jewelry. haha. OKAY LAR, i am quite greedy. But slowly lar. hehe. I will get them. No worries. Yays? the shopaholic ME is back. :P

I am quite glad that i feel myself again. I know i was so into my work till i neglected some of my close friends. I do care awfully alot for you all but just that i channeled all my effort and energy towards my work, my studies in TOA. I am so sorry that i let you all down. Just that, i am different. Different, i became more of a workaholic. And now, i am starting to see it. I will try to be my old self again. Rather sick of the grandma me now as well, just home and work. Sigh. hehe. Though i still prefer a normal life. Like, no more extreme stuff for me lar, i WANT TO BE NORMAL AND BORING. :P Sorry, but yes. hehe. Being the norm now and then can be fun, just movies, karaoke, shopping, sports, etc. That kinda thing lar. See you guys soon lar! :)

Sammie, i told my mum abt transferring credits and further studies to RMIT earlier. She is okay abt it. Its all up to me now. I do have to find out more abt it if i am really interested. Although life aint prefect now, but i do cherish and love it. So, maybe just find out?! Dont know. I guess i have to give it some thought if i am really serious abt it.

Gosh, TOA. you suck. I am not fond of the idea you taking away my exploration week and that we have to attend class during the holidays. I know mine is only Monday. But what abt the other students. Argh. Do you think we are cows? We are not robots, we need a break. (Okay, i might be half robot. haha) But still! I hate you.

Okay, do i sound more myself now? haha. I am feeling much relax and happy now. I feel i can make a difference and that i no longer am that ggressive. (Some of you know abt the pot story and the many elements) I am fine now. Need to go shower ad lar, been out whole day. Need to do the last cover for mag and photo shoot as well. Before i go, a picture of my white truffles baby? haha. Random lar. I like the holes the most out of the whole design. :P hehe.

See you guys soon lar, miss ya. :)

Isnt it adorable. hehe. It is simply irresistible.

Bed-time errant:P

Hah, better upload something before somebody complaints that i seldom update. hmnp! :P

Saturday

Yet another movie marathon day:)

What would you do if you were invisible? Well, Nic was kinda invisible. He was dying somewhere in the woods due to some complications. His soul was set free so can he can find someone to save him. Pretty weird that only the girl who caused him his injury was able to hear and feel him. The story comes along on how he attempts to lead the girl into making up for her mistake and he is alive again. -end- hah, what a brief. Basically thats the story. Being invisible is cool at some point if you can actually get to mess things up a bit, if you get what i mean. But, imagine how lonely you can be. Being alone where no one can see.

Okay, i assumed that it would be a pretty horror movie. But, it was okay lar. Not that scary. :) Its about this couple lar, they got stranded in the middle of no where and end up checking-in into this motel. A seriously fugged- up motel. They soon find tapes of people being hit and killed in that room they were staying in and there were cameras watching their every move. The people, (3 crazy man) was trying to killed them so that they can taped down all their horrified faces and screams. SICK. Luckily for them, they survive. -end- I wouldn't wanna be caught near any of this low-cost motels man. Totally freaky.

The Lovable & "Hugable" Jay.
Haha, saw this poster when i passed up the cinema. Cant wait for this movie to air. 16 AUGUST 07 Specially taken for you, Ms, cabbage. haha. :P You crazy jay fan! Even more hype than me. I think his new song has coincides with this movie, Secret. The day will come and you will see me running to get his tickets to watch the premier. hehe. YAYS!

Thats all for saturday. :p Owe me big time you, Sharmaine. hehe. For acc-ing you for late night movies! Belanja ice-cream! hah. Hope you enjoy your day and don worrie, there will be more late ngihts and party for you lar when your time comes. By then, you will find it boring and will be so sick of going out late ad. Then , you would rather just rot at home. hehe.

Sunday

Crazy day to catch up with work and finally i complete all my visual work. Sigh, i always find it a burden to do my visual work. Part of me dislikes it. Who likes it anyway? hah. Prefer more computer work so i will rather spent 10 days doing mag than one day with ANY visual work. :p But, life is unfair. So, beat it. Get it done and feel relax until the next weekend comes along.

Do you think, a person or a friendship will change? I was just giving things some thought. Don worrie, it ain't about anyone specific so don need to wonder. :) Its just a random thought of mine. When it comes to a complication, i don't wanna take sides. But, its hard to maintain it sometimes as i respect one's choice. So all i can tell myself is, there is no forever friends iether. As sooner or later, one party will be so annoyed by the other party's gig. Bound to happen cause, we are all just mere, humans. Girls, especially. Sigh?

Its getting a wee late now. Don't feel myself these days and i do feel i have a problem when i get so tense with work. Got to loosen up without feeling guilty of not being able to excel, it will be a challenge but, it is what i have to do. *Hops to bed* Bye.

Oh yah, din get to tell you guys that- I found place to do Manicure for only RM19.90, Pedicure for RM29.90. Buffering would be Rm10 extra. Pretty cheap, aight?

Its the Lovey Dovey season.

Okay, I wanted to upload some pictures BUT i cant seem to find any. :P Sorry peeps for the boring blog layout. Will keep it short as well. *winks*

3 more weeks- mag is coming to an end. As usual today i showed some of my new work to Leon. He says again that is not there yet; need more this and that; better. Yada. Its getting a lil tense but i know or at least i hope i will be able to rough everything out. :)

AGAIN, i went bu. Its getting a lil bore. NO wait, VERY BORE. haha. Went to get my sister's bday pressie. Got her a miniature perfume for her 26th bday! Went movies, that new gigi show? wonder woman. But its nice, it made me sob a lil and i find there is a story behind it. This is what i picked up
"When all bad things come to an end, there will be always some good in it." Hence it is always good to keep striving for a better life rather than just ending it since you will never know what will be installed for you at the very very end. :P

Why is there no school or place where they teach you how to pick up a soul mate? Or even a potential friend. Yay, i wish. I wish. But, WHO AM I KIDDING. This is not gonna happen. True love is rare and it sure wont come to me as, i am just not cut out to have it. Just noticed that now, is like a "Couple Season". Seriously, i see more couples walking ard in malls, anywhere, everywhere! Ah! Its insane!! Hah, okay lar. Not insane but, sweet? Cant imagine that even "love", there is a season. Weird, but very true. Observe, it tells. :P Hope, all my fellow mates that you will be able to pick some "friends" up during this merry season. hehe. Bless yah+me :P, may all of us find a cute, hawt and sweet boi to venture into our love fairytale.

Okay, this post is so crappy. Grammar wise or what so ever. Getting a lil high here. So bear with me. Whole long day out with only 2 hrs of sleep yesterday night. :( Need lay in my bed of roses. Checking out- ta.

Harry Potter and the Dealthly Hallows.

My o my. haha. you might be wondering why did i put a book's title as my post title?! Well, for the past 2 days. I have been reading this fat book which consists of 605 pages. TODAY, i finally and just complete it! Hee-Haa. Well, happy that i did. Yet sad to know that its the last book. The end of harry potter. Damn, that aint good. It has become a legend. Dont you reckon? Its a collectors item and i plan to collect them all. :) Not going to elaborate much of the story as i dont wanna break the bubble for those who hasn't finish the book. Its nice though, pretty tense at times. Yay, still enjoyed it. Will miss it too.

Last week been fine. Had a grade of a b- for leon's mid term. Funny thing is, i do better when i am not so tense with how to get things correct. He can see it from my work, so i ought to loosen up a little. :) Cant stop working, but just, relax perhaps? I will try, i will.

Good-bye my fellow cousins. Back in aussie again. Longing for your return and may god bless you both! Dont forget to write or pop by here if u all ever come by. :P xoxo.

To some may have known, my sister's case. What sets us apart is, i can never trust someone that fast again. I can hear him in the other room now. It seems that after the few days of breakout/ big hoo-ha. My sister had been seeing him. Well, i seriously dont approve of it. If he did like love her and all, when he made a mistake, why didnt he just confess? Rather than let my sister find out abt it? Means he actually had no intention of telling? I dont see how thingscan go right now. Or how to see him as a person. Feels weird. I feel, my sister had put herself ina position whereby she is worth, NOTHING. Nothing at all. Thats her choice, since she even went away with him last weekend. Can those things really make up? Sigh, I dont know.

Soon, the term will be over. This term was pretty, tense? so far. What i made myself follow and do. The work and all. Though i know its not much. But, i wish to excel and get better grades since i only had to juggle with that few subjects. Maybe thats why i have been having cramps and hearing stuff. Not to mention strange dreams and a topsy turvie sleep time. But, its okay i guess as, they have become part of me, part of my lifestyle. I do miss the old days, but, no point sulking over it. Ought to enjoy and get on with what i have now. Grateful as i am. Hope everyone is healthy and happy! -cheerie'o-

Vague.

Today, seem to be special. :) Make over shopping? Without getting anything you, silly girl. I know you will be reading this post. I have been sitting in front of tv and lappie since you left. Miserable that may sound. Yes, these days, it does seems to be like that. Me and my four walls, in a empty house. Just like a shell. Hollow shell. Best describe how i feel as well. I watched like what 3 love stories just now. Love? Whats that? It can be best describe as a game? A game which need players. Preferably just 2 players? Well, sometimes people can be greedy, so maybe more than that. Typical. yes, indeed. Its all about the pull and push, letting and holding to make the relationship a perfect one. Just that, sometimes, it dont seem to be that way.

I feel, isolated. Maybe cause i din make the effort to hang? But thats just it. I am just so worried on what i have. Though i do make it a point to ask, but it dont work both ways. sigh? Those who seem so near yet so far at times. Just seem different, get it? What am i saying here. It can be confusing. Indeed.

Oh yah, seeing him was also quite cute. Gawd, she is a lucky lucky girl. :P I pray to have her place. Yet again, sigh? Whats the good in praying or wishing. Gripping on what i have now seem more realistic?

All the best evryone to a better college week and for the days to come. Should scoot to bed! Take care my dearies. Miss ya's (plurals :P) dearly. Muck. hah.

Tagged by rYnz :P

INSTRUCTIONS :

a) Purple the statements that are true to you.
b) Yellow the statements that you WISH are true.
c) Leave the fibs alone.

Then, stab 3 people to do the same test...

1) I miss somebody right now.
2) I do not watch tv these days.
3) I wear glasses or contact lenses.
4) I love to play video games.
5) I have tried marijuana.
6) I have been in a threesome.
7) I believe honesty is usually the best policy.
8) I have changed mentally over the last year.
9) I curse. Once in a while?
10) I’m totally smart.
11) I’ve broken someone’s bones.
12) I’m paranoid sometimes. I bite! :P
13) I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. Who wouldn't?
14) I need money right now.
15) I love sushi. When i feel like it.
16) I talk really, really fast. When i start to blabber?
17) I have long hair.
18) I have lost money in Las Vegas.
19) I have at least one sibling.
20) I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
21) I couldn’t survive without Caller ID.
22) I like the way I look.
23) I am usually pessimistic. Sometimes?
24) I have a lot of mood swings. Maybe?
25) I have a hidden talent.
26) I’m always hyper.
27) I have a lot of friends.
28) I have pecked someone of the same sex.
29) I enjoy talking on the phone.
30) I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
31) I love to shop.
32) Enjoy window shopping.
33) I would rather shop than eat. Okay, this might be a lil' insane. hah.
34) I don’t hate anyone. hell yah, i wish.
35) I’m a pretty good dancer.
36) I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
37) I have a cell phone.
38) I believe in God. Someone? somewhere?
39) I am an adrenaline junkie.
40) I watch MTV on a daily basis. It can be boring at times.
41) I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
42) I’ve rejected someone before.
43) I want to have children in the future. AH, monster.
44) I have changed a diaper before.
45) I’ve called the cops on a friend before. Watch out!
46) I’m not allergic to anything. Shh! Its a secret.
47) I have a lot to learn.
48) I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
49) I have made a move on a friends significant other or crush in the past. Hah, MAYBE?
50) I have tried alcohol before.
51) I own the South Park movie.
52) I would die for my best friend. If my bestie died for me?
53) I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza. Tee-hee! Yays!
54) I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
55) I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
56) Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
57) I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it.
58) I am happy at this moment! Too much, too much to care at this point to be gay about.
59) I’m obsessed with girls/guys.
60) I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
61) I study for tests most of the time. If i remember?
62) I am comfortable with who I am right now. I can be better?
63) I have more than just my ears pierced.
64) I walk barefoot wherever I can.
65) I have jumped off a bridge.
66) I love sea turtles.
67) I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
68) Plan on achieving a major goal & dream.
69) I’m proficient in an musical instrument.
70) I hate office jobs.
71) I love sci-fi movies.
72) I think water rules.
73) I went college out of state.
74) I like sausages.
75) I love kisses.
76) I fall for the worst people. Hope not.
77) I adore bright colours. Well, just pink, purple and grey?
78) I can’t live without black eyeliner.
79) I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
80) I usually like covers better than originals.
81) I can pick up things with my toes.
82) I can whistle.
83) I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake’s slither.
84) I have ridden/owned a horse. Hee-hah!
85) I still have every journal I’ve written in.
86) I can’t stick to a diet. The sweet indulgence, ah.
87) I talk in my sleep.
88) I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. It wont work.
89) I have jazz in my blood.
90) Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
91) I wear a toe ring.
92) I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with. I am saint.
93) I am a caffeine junkie.
94) I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. I know about it.
95) I have been to over 15 conventions.
96) I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
97) I’m an artist. Am i?
98) I only clean my room when necessary.
99) I like a person of the same sex.
100) I love being happy:)

I would love to tagged. Alot, here goes. Abby, Lala, Sharmaine, Michelle, Ning, Karen, ANYONE? Haha. Enjoy you. :P

Blinded.

At times, we see things as how we want to see them and not the whole truth of it. Well, as stupid as that might sound, its entirely how we are. When time passes by, I became a more grey person. Why? Simple, life is never, NEVER perfect. There are no happy endings, (maybe 1 in a million) or perhaps just so happen being lucky? There are no forever as well, who can promise you forever when it might be end of the world tomorrow? This is where my stories begin.

1. Bad things happen to good people. Take my sister for example. I know you can be strong, you are. But, don be a stupid girl and try your way to get back at him, okay? Its not worth it, (if ou are trying that is) For some who already know, the big break up was just 2 days back. Time will heal that wound, and provide a hole to actually fill up whats left of the memories you all had together. It can be deceiving, unexpected? Yes. A relationship can never be steady, cause things happen. Blame it on alcohol? Its just a typical excuse guys use to get out of a situation, to feel really sorry for what they did. Unfaithful, take it and leave. Leave.

2. It always comes to this day, where i will feel that every ending is a new beginning. Next week will be my mag mid-assessment. Anxious? Excited? Suspend? Argh, more to worried i presume? It hard to get it right. To add some spunk in my work, that special touch which is still in the blur. But, we will eventually go by and make it happen, wont we? :) Cherrie'os

3. Thank god thats done. Been feeling sick these days. Tummy ache and occasionally having headaches. Migraines? Sometimes till the point that it is unbearable that i cant even fall asleep! Whats going on with me? I feel, so vulnerable. :( I am broken, please fix me or kill me instead. I hate feeling this way. For no reason at all, i feel like vomiting. ARGH, i am not bulimia okay! I dont make myself vomit, it just happens and urgh, here comes that taste again. *sniffles* Stupid. AhhHh! i cannot be looking forward to anything, with my condition.

4. Harry potter was o-kay? Pretty cite to catch the premier. BUT, i had to go throw up when it just started. (Strike of luck) But, i feel they crop alot of the scenes since the book is so thick. So i would prefer the book. 21st the book will be out! Yays! :P I ordered my copy. Hee-ha!

Wont be here till the next week if i have anything to blog on i guess? So, byes ya! Take care all of you!

Wee~ transformer!

haha, i so heart boi's toys now. :) Went for Transformer today! My god. I give thumbs up to this movie for its high-tech bots and automobiles! Hoo-hah! I love bumble bee the most. He is so hot. ARgh. Yummy?

One week gone now, things will come to an end. This refers to my not so memorable exploration week. Lots of things to let go and forget. Some things especially, needs time to fade away. Since its has burnt a mark in my heart, my life. BUT, i can live with it.

Feeling fine, much better. Again, here i say. I am not mad that it happen. That it chose me. Its meant to be. The fact that it happened was the most dramatic lar. Thats all. I am not a kiddo nor am i shallow, okay? Just, want to leave it aside cause there is nothing that can be done to heal it or help. Its a serious thing to me and it does affect how i see things now. If i am mad that it happened, i would have made a police report. Just that i chose to give it a go, a try. So end of it, ends today. Since tomorrow is a new week new beginning.

Leon, o leon. Having his class tomorrow. Hooray! Anticipation. haha. Yes, okay. i am a little insane for his class lar. Who can blame me? :P He gives us alot of advice and helps us with our work. The best lecturer so far.

Heard you all having exams next week. Good luck okies! Faster complete it so we can enjoy harry! hah! Till then, byes lar.

Closure.

I hate looking in the mirror now.
I feel so naked, bare, ugly. I feel, lost.
I have no respect for drunkies now.
I cant put up for any apologies or reasons.
It had already happen.
I dont wanna put myself through this hell.

Wake up, from your dream and once and for all give up, okay?
Its no point sulking over a girl that has NEVER had anything for you.

The last thing I can do for you now is,
To hide the truth from my parents.
& thats all. goodbye.

For those that are not suck into this whirlpool,Get on with life where it stopped. Dont have to feel sorry for me and jappodise a friendship:)

I know how he was before and i am sorry to say, he feels like a stranger to me now. I do pity him, thinking in his perspective, but, so? What about me? Its a pain as well for me and I cant help feeling hopeless and blank now.

Understand that its only saint for me, to be running away, leaving.

Leaving someone who is once my friend, but not anymore.

I don hate him. Nor am i mad at him.

But, it takes time to heal. For now, it drifted far, far away.

tee-hee! Loving the memories.

This week was a blast! Well, kinda. :)

Din attend much classes since i skipped emilia's on Tuesday. haha. Bite me. Then wed had marker test. Screwed the whole bg, but its okie. I tried. Then Friday class was canceled. Okay, i officially miss leon. I hate not having his clas. Yar, i am crazy. Lovin' it.

Saturday, Genting here i come. haha. Well, it wasnt so comfy, at least not for me. My sister, Alicia was still vomiting the whole journey there and even till the end. She has to fight it, the doctor claims there ain't anything wrong, but why? She cant keep her food down. Pale and even smaller than ever. Sigh. Hope i get to know how to help her. :( Get well soon? The rooms was okay, bigger than the last trips. We went for the premium rooms at the highlands.

Anyways~ Back to Sammi. MAN, she improved alot. She was dancing crazily. Missed her man. Not that i am a crazy fan of hers. But, she is just so.. hurm. She is an icon. I am sure everyone will remember her whereever she goes and whenever. Heres a glimpse on the gig. Enjoy the show! hah. :P

Was at the arena pretty early. :) "So Mi" (Show me)

Opening ceremony. SAMMI! SAMMI *SCREAMS*

The queen herself! HOORAY HOORAH!

Look! Pretty Sammi backdrop! Sammi with wig!

Sammi just flunked her wig! hah :P

One of Sammi's drawings published in one HK mag
during her long break one and a half years back.

Stylo outfit! Blink! :P

The more cool and elegance one.

Sammi and guest artist, Cheung Keng Hin.

Yet another sporty outfit.

She is movin'. Yay!

Cute and tire Sammi sitting for a break. :) AWwW.

Here she goes again.

The ending? The peak of the concert!
Wee heee, EVERYONE MOVE MOVE! AAAHHHH SAMMI I LUP YOU!

Encore! Encore!

Singing 终身美丽.

Sammi, saying goodbye.

That wraps up Sammi's concert. Sammi, 你一定会终身美丽! Take care and hope to see you soon! XOXO.

Hahah, hope you guys enjoyed the "concert" displays here as much as i did in the concert. Shout till my lungs came out. :P Though cammie was not perfect lar, but good enough. Thanks for your help, hurm, Blackie? haha. I dunno what to name him lar. Some shots was not so good cause i did not on flash. :P O well. There were some short clips as well. I havent figure out how to post them yet though. sigh?!

Miss hanging out you guys, Thank god ONE MORE WEEK holidays is coming! Though only one week! SINGAPORE, here we come! Hope we will be able to work this trip out and we will be able to take a good long shopping break to freshen us up. hehe. See you guys soon yah!

Before i go, dad had RM600 voucher, look at how i indulged. Man, i am gonna be a fat pig and no one will ever want me. But, ah, don care! I rather be a healthy fat baby than a weak and sickly one. (Sounds like someone related to me. :P)

The Olive

Appetizer

I pity you, little kicimatoink snail,
you warent very yummy but i ate you. ONLY ONE. hah.

Main Course

Wagyu sirloin steak. Yummy! :P

Dessert

The coffee icecreamie and tiramisu.

Thats all for this long long long long post! Back to berol and simplify! Oh yah, and 2 articles for my beloved Leon!:P Tata!